[BDPpartner]

all day my other half has been in a lousy mood, and i'm sure he's spent the day trying to pick a fight. I don't think he purposely has been sparing for a fight i just think his bpd has been bubbling away wanting an eruption. It happen just after dinner and resulted in me being told to get out of the house it's always me that gets kicked out as it was his home first, it's over a hundred miles from my friends and family so i'm left sat in the car or roaming the 24hr store with puffy red eyes. I was summoned back cos he wasn't well.

[BDPpartner]

Originally Posted by BDPpartner

all day my other half has been in a lousy mood, and i'm sure he's spent the day trying to pick a fight. I don't think he purposely has been sparing for a fight i just think his bpd has been bubbling away wanting an eruption. It happen just after dinner and resulted in me being told to get out of the house it's always me that gets kicked out as it was his home first, it's over a hundred miles from my friends and family so i'm left sat in the car or roaming the 24hr store with puffy red eyes. I was summoned back cos he wasn't well.

Sorry couldn't finish off other half about Any way; i was summoned back cos he felt unwell. You could cut the atmosphere with a knife and when i did dare head upstairs he was reading my copy of ' stop walking on egg shells ' b4 he ordered me out of the house i was told he'd be sleeping in the spare room cos he didn't want to be near me, but now he's in our bed i'm not sure if i can sleep there ? And i'm to scared to ask for fear of triggering him again. I love him but really hate bpd it makes our lives so unsettled and emotionally exhausting