I found this today. A letter from my daughter. And it made me realise how close I was getting, to doing something stupid. It saved me, and maybe her, and I want to share it with you.

"Mom,
You, your smile is like the sun, and your laugh is my hope. So I love you and I love you
You love me more than anyone else. So I say, I love you, I love you.
So many people believe love is a myth, I will show you the truth, because I love you, I love you, and I know, absolutly, that you love me too.
Every morning I wake up with the sun in my face, and the first words that comes to mind are, I love you. I hear your alarm and I run in your room, and I beg for the smile I will see on your face that is meant just for me.
You make me so happy, I just can't ignore those feelings.
You brought me into this world and you showed me the ropes, so I had to say, I love you.

My daughter is 13, she and her brother have just gone to live with thier Dad for a while, because of my illness, or just because of me, I don't know where one starts and the other end. I ca't finish my thoughts right now, but let me know if my Daughter's heart touches anyone else's.
Thanks for reading.

Burnt-up

Something told me, I had made some kind of mistake, nothing new for me, so I tryed to clarify something. But was unable to edit my post, maybe that's a hint. Ok, so anyway, I am reposting a revised rendition of what I meant, to clarify that I had no intention of ever harming my daughter.
Thanks
Bye

I found this today. A letter from my daughter. And it made me realise how close I was getting, to doing something stupid. It saved me, and maybe prevented her from losing her mom, and I want to share it with you.

"Mom,
You, your smile is like the sun, and your laugh is my hope. So I love you and I love you
You love me more than anyone else. So I say, I love you, I love you.
So many people believe love is a myth, I will show you the truth, because I love you, I love you, and I know, absolutly, that you love me too.
Every morning I wake up with the sun in my face, and the first words that comes to mind are, I love you. I hear your alarm and I run in your room, and I beg for the smile I will see on your face that is meant just for me.
You make me so happy, I just can't ignore those feelsings.
You brought me into this world and you showed me the ropes, so I had to say, I love you."

My daughter is 13, she and her brother have just gone to live with thier Dad for a while, because I had to go to the hospital. Now he is going to try and get full custody. Sometimes I believe him when he says that they are better off with him, but I can't imagine my life without them. They are everything to me, they have so much potential. Let me know if my Daughter's heart touched anyone else's.
Thanks for reading.

PS. It hit me, that there was a sentance in my post that my have led some to think I may have harmed my Daughter. I could never harm my children, or any other person (or animal), except by saying stupid things sometimes.

[Trippin2.0]

Your daughter's extremely sweet, I hope mine still writes me letters like these when she's older I can see why her letter would be a ray of hope, or source of strength btw, I didn't read anything in your 1st post which suggested endangering your children. I really hope you get well soon

[doggiedo]

You are blessed

[Open Eyes]

Thank you for sharing that wonderful letter.

There must be more there than a hollow shell for a child to love so much.

You got a very special present in that letter you found, it was nice wasn't it?

I think there is a daughter that would like to open a surpise letter that tells her,
Though I am struggling right now I just want you to know something.

YOU MAKE ME SMILE WHENEVER I THINK OF YOU.
I LOVE YOU,
I LOVE YOU,
I LOVE YOU.

Something like that would be something special and wonderful for her to find as well.

You have something to remind you why are are here.

(((Hugs and thanks for sharing)))
Open Eyes