[NinaNina]

I've been feeling so alone. The close friends I do have are so busy with their own lives that I don't really get to see or talk to them on a regular basis. I don't blame them- I've been the same way. I just feel like I don't have a good friend I can really confide in anymore.

I feel like my boyfriend doesn't really get me sometimes, like he doesn't really know me. He smokes a lot of pot, so its hard to have a conversation with him sometimes. I was really upset about communications with an old friend yesterday, and when I tried to explain it to him all he said was not to let it bother me. Like he really doesnt understand how much it hurt. I'm sitting here writing this at work (slacker I know) with tears pouring down my face. I've just been feeling so low and I can't seem to snap out of it. So disappointing because I had been feeling amazing lately. I know it will pass, its just hard. I get through my day to day, and sometimes I feel like I'm not really working towards anything, like I'm getting through one miserable day just to go through another.

Also there was a job I applied for that I was really excited about. I know I'd be great at it, and applied through a recruiting agency. But I was told yesterday that my profile isn't what they were looking for, so I'm not even getting an interview. Kind of bummed about that.

I'm not depressed, just in a funk. Wish I could snap out of it.

[Scotty204]

Sadly this happens alot, people get busy, drift apart and become wrapped up in their own lives. Have you considered trying to make new friends?