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Nov 29, 2012 at 08:17 PM
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I have been reading a book by Deepak Chopra and came across a few paragraphs about forgiveness and emotional debt. I realized that in the last year, I haven't cried. I haven't cried over little things or big things. My husband has screwed up and done some thing that was very traumatic to me while drunk and he was blacked out. He pushed me around and yelled curse words in front of the kids. I never cried about it. What is wrong with me? He has hurt me very badly but I seem to just push the negativity aside and keep moving. Why can't I face what happened? This was 2 months ago. We are still together and went on like nothing ever happened. We have 2 kids and almost 6 years of marriage. Is it normal to just ignore the bad? What kind of emotional debt did I just create and how to I get rid of it? I am scared it could happen again. I have anxiety every time I see him get a beer. I take propranolol to help with my panic symptoms.
I seem to think that was nothing. It could be worse. He isn't always like that. And I need to let it go.. and so on and so forth. |
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