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May 14, 2013, 08:55 AM
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Hi everybody !
I need to write down some words from my life and feelings. Back in 2008 I got the diagnose Bipolar, in a older age. That treatment and caring I got at psyk hospital was life saving! I had that time three beautiful children who visit me every day for 9 weeks. Sense I was a child I have been different, very shy, did not talk so much. At school I got punish often, some things who give me physical sickness. Had a hard life, have done everything on my own! I become impulsive when I get teenage, did stupid things with not thinking about consequences. Have three relations behind me, two of them was good! Don t understand why I go away from them, young and stupid? I never in my life open my self to much for people, I got depress insted. Thought it was hard to talk about myself. Easy-er was to help somebody else! Like I write in the beginning, I was in the middle of a trauma in 2008, That thing happen toke all of my energy to just think live in the future. I was hiding me and my dark feelings for everybody I was with daily. Some things got to be a plan for how I could do it easily! I did it the day when I knew people did t miss me for many hours. I had everything ready and plan, but I did not make it. I was here my life start, wake up inside a hospital. Got caring and help to grow again  Was alone from men, thought it was really okey. A small relation I had, but felt better to be friends! Then I met the Greek man, he toke my heart with storm. We moved together fast, everything went pretty well in the beginning. I help him with everything, he did not have any work for month so I give what I had. I was so in love with him, and for the first time in my life I open my self  .He started slowly to change, he got angry so often. His mood change so fast, he started to get violence to me, it was splashing, hitting and spitting on me. I started to get depress of this. I am working like a nurse too 100% so I got constantly tired and nervous. When I needed and surgery he left me three times, he make love too me, asking for marriage and went and hour after. I have take him back so many times! Now it was me who kick t him out, but I still love him. I really need help, have been talking to a therapist today, I t s hard to live 
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 anonymous91213, z953rr
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#2
May 14, 2013, 09:43 AM
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It seems as if you have worked so hard to make your life productive. I'm sorry your boyfriend treats you so mean, you don't deserve to be treated anyway but nice and for him to be civil to you. Is he taking advantage of you and not being a person with compassion? It's good that you will be seeing your therapist today.
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 mamafor3
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#3
May 14, 2013, 10:56 AM
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My LOVE!
If i didnt show you the thread i made you didnt know anything about it!AND I SHOW YOU this because i wanted to understand how much i care.EVERY COUPLE has BAD moments.but to tell in details whats happened LONG time ago,without explain the reason is not ok.and is not ok to published in a forum.ALL i wanted here was a help to understand you better,i also said that i was bad acting.im not going to go in details why things happened like this.you know that i love you,so LIKE IM SAYING FROM OCTOBER ,PLEASE DONT LOOK BACK AND TAKE MY HAND ,GRAB ON ME ,BE OWNEST AND LETS WALK TOGETHER LIKE WE WANT BOTH.or WE continue to be DONKEYS and destroy WHAT WE BUILD 2 YEARS NOW!thats my last words inside here.ALLWAYS YOURS ,MICHAIL.... |
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#4
May 14, 2013, 11:07 AM
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http://forums.psychcentral.com/relat...lovestory.html
THAT link i show you my self...and i dont go in details WHY i change.. Last edited by z953rr; May 14, 2013 at 11:08 AM. Reason: add text |
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May 14, 2013, 04:35 PM
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When you showed your story, you shocked her like never! Because every words and meanings was just about her. How dear you write so much lies, like you are an angel? When you read something like that you get really broken. It felt like her heart broke in pieces, that feeling got me so down or with other words useless. Am not a kid either like you write, am almost 42 and are pretty much responsibility of my self and my family!
The biggest shock was to read that " a real SAD lovestory " from a man who loves me ! YOU KNOW, TRY TO FIND THE TRUE ABOUT YOURSELF 
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May 15, 2013, 12:18 AM
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i am not going to continue this,while we allready discuss it on phone...
YOU ARE PERFECT,SORRY FOR THE THREAD IT WAS ALL LIES!! (Happy now?)
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May 15, 2013, 05:10 AM
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I have never been perfect, nobody is !! I just mean when you write something like you did, you need to bring the hole true story ! It s a reason you get the mood from and angel to a monster!
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May 15, 2013, 07:44 AM
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Am not happy, just sad
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| anonymous91213, z953rr
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#9
May 15, 2013, 09:36 AM
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Open your eyes and see who loves you!
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| mamafor3
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#10
May 17, 2013, 01:15 AM
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Want more proofs WHO LOVES YOU??YOU ALLREADY KNOW THE ANSWER,
 I think this forum HELPED so much!! |
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