[agapegirl]

I m in a v strange situation....dating someone but do not feel need to get married. do not feel need to really bound together or stay closer.
And I realize i was playing games in this way that I did not realize myself before though...... but why I keep on this? because I do not trust marriage thing and I feel it too hard?
I m living in a self dream world finally.......

[agapegirl]

I v experienced different lifestyles, and different religion , influenced deeply by those too, i feel those all influence my minds too

[Renew]

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agapegirl said:
I m in a v strange situation....dating someone but do not feel need to get married. do not feel need to really bound together or stay closer.
And I realize i was playing games in this way that I did not realize myself before though...... but why I keep on this? because I do not trust marriage thing and I feel it too hard?
I m living in a self dream world finally.......

I v experienced different lifestyles, and different religion , influenced deeply by those too, i feel those all influence my minds too

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Honey we will work on this together, and we will not marry until we are ready. God will make a way, but He will make a way when He feels it is the best time. It will not be until the real time we are ready, which is in when God is ready.

Do not fear marriage honey. We are a good couple already, and growing more each day. When God is ready, so will we be for the next step. Do not worry so much about marriage right now. Darling, though for some, marriage did not turn out right, ours will be a blessed marriage. Do not worry honey. Hey, cheer up!
Just because some people have bad marriages does not mean we will. In fact the fact that our basis for love is rooted in our Lord is why it will not fail.

[alisandria]

Apegirl, do you want to be married? I don't think I understand all of this. Do you have a fear of marraige/commitment? Or do you just not want to or ready to settle down?

[agapegirl]

I have fear and other manipulate spirits with me for long, i decided to not involve anyone when I was about 14 years old.........
although i was with a few guys before i never loved anyone, my life is a strange life actually

[Renew]

i love you anyways honey. no need to rush to marry. God's timing is the best timing.

God loves you very much honey. He is just waiting for you to let the darkness out and let his Holy Spirit fill you up. I know you are afraid that if you love you are weak, but the truth is, if you love, you are strong.

I love you honey,

-Renew