[ItsTheSteve1]

This is my first time ever seeking help so bare with me on this.

I'll start from the beginning, we had been in a relationship once before whilst still at secondary school, it only lasted a few weeks and most of it was arguing. I found myself still loving her even after it all because when we did get along we were great together. Anyway about 2 years later she get back in touch and we start talking again, catching up etc etc before I know it we're out together and we end up in a relationship again. This time it was great, so many good times together. But after a month and a half she starts to get quiet, and we start to hardly see each other, she told me it was because of work but just yesterday I learnt something new but I'll get to that. Anyway everything starts going down hill, we argue, start getting annoyed at each other, so the inevitable happens and we break up once again. She said she wasnt ready for a relationship, now just yesterday she got back in touch with me after 2 months apart saying she misses me and how she still loves me and feels bad.

Heres the bad part, the truth finally gets told, the whole time we were together she was pregnant with another guys child who she knows well and is still close, she slept with him before we were together so that doesnt bother me much. What annoys me is that when we were togther she saw him more than me, spoke to him more. She wants to get back together but I find myself not knowing what to believe or if I can trust her as she is still so close with this guy and frankly anything could happen. The problem I have is I dont believe what she told me, from the conversations we were having from my point of view she cheated on me, lied to me and thinks I wont find out.

I still have feelings for her, but I have already told her we wont be together again any time soon, she asked to remain friends rather than not talk again which is fine, it might help shed some light but I don't and can't believe her atm and I find myself not trusting anything she says.

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