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It was the front picture on your website today. Just one look and I was reminded of how I'll never be that man in that position for that woman. It's so hard to move on after all the energy given to her. Now all of my failures and recent **** ups have made it certain that I am a horrible man and I don't even deserve to be somebody loved and cared for. I pushed everyone away and now have nothing left but myself and these thoughts of this girl. I'm sitting in my garage at 5am listening to songs and drinking and I can't escape that feeling I want it back more than anything. Sorry guys. I hate to spread all of my negativity towards yall.
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I can sympathize. I've made a complete wreck out of every relationship I've been in and lost one in particular I'll never forget or forget what might could have been had I not been bipolar. I do know, however, know that drinking and listening to music that reminds you of that girl won't help you get back into life.
Glad you came to PC and hope you find some help and support to get you back on the right track. ![]()
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