[Panda_Girl_17]

I feel sad because my best friend doesn't want to hang out with me for being dishonest. So now I feel lonely and worried that our friendship wouldn't be the same.

I've been writing him a message but I don't know if I should just pour my heart and be honest with every emotion that I never told him.

I would love for him to help me with something would it be bad to ask him?

[david12345]

Why do I get the impression you have feelings for your best friend?

[IrisBloom]

Do let him know how sorry you are and regret lying. I'm sure he will forgive you, but it might take some time. Don't bug him to death, but try to maintain contact every few days. I had a similar incident with a good friend. We recovered, but it took a while for the hurt feelings to heal.

[Panda_Girl_17]

Thanks!

I do like him and he knows that I do.

I only lied to him because I was concerned about him. I've been writing my apology letter and I was going to leave it with that. I'm just nervous that he wouldn't be able to forgive me and that things wouldn't be able to go back to the way they were. Maybe something special happen on his birthday. I already have it prepared!! :/

I just hope that everything between him and I is repairable.