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It's rare that I feel the need to vent online. But I deal with my own depression and it's been a struggle. Often leaving me feeling alone like no one understands of even wants to try to. And I find myself in relationships with women who feel I'm weak for suffering from depression or they are self absorbed or selfish not once caring about my needs.
I recently broke it off with a woman who I truly feel suffers from histrionic personality disorder. I did my homework on the matter and this woman literally showed the signs and symptoms of this disorder. I'll give a good example of why I say that....
Not realizing she was just as bad for me as my depression. And has aided to the mess that has me in the slump I'm in. Here's a run down of just one instance of what I dealt with....This female I thought I liked a lot pushed all the wrong buttons... And added to why I'm not trusting of females and dating... She says to me "you didn't acknowledge me or buy me a card or gift for Mother's Day... We were just dating. I don't have kids with her or anything. And mind you it's November and she's bringing this up. I said hmmmm well my birthday was 6 days before Mother's Day. Was promised to be taken out for dinner on my bday that's all she could afford I was ok with that. That day I got no call no text until I finally text her and she said "oh I am spending time with my kids sorry" Ok I let it go, next day I got a new lie "I can't do anything I'm saving money for my cruise that's in July and I have to work today". Ok I'm done by now so last lie, I'm Sunday I'm going out to lunch with my girls" hmmmm thought you were saving money for your cruise? Now with all that said... Same woman tells me I was supposed to get her a Mother's Day card at least... But when I brought up what she did towards my bday she said "there you go bringing up old *****", you just didn't want to buy me anything because you're a selfish bast*rd.
Refused to take any responsibility for not only this instance but for any time where she skipped out on me for important things in my life but I was expected to be there for anything important to her and when confronted about it became hostile. And said I was making it all up even with proof.
And it makes me feel what am I doing wrong to attract these types
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Nov 06, 2014, 01:45 PM
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