[kala83]

so I am a bisexual poly girl I have technically three girlfriends, three mistresses and two ladies one of whom is a transgender girl in town I am currently dating. and a primary boyfriend

with that being said two of my girlfriends live fairly close by but also fairly far away and these last few weeks have been incredibly hard on them.

my one girlfriend that only lives about 30-45 minutes away has been having a a lot of diabetic shock incidents that have come about from dehydration and her mother's health has been really going down lately.

and is for the most part dying on her.
I also by accident put up a post saying this information on facebook not realizing that only a few select people realized what was going on. She promptly got a hold of me and i took it down as quickly as I could.
and she knows I did not intend to just plaster facebook with personal issues in her own life....and knowing my heart was indeed in the right place for the most part.

NOW add on to yet all of this that my other girlfriend who lives in Omaha,NE only a few short months ago had a liver transplant and I hear today that she got test results in that say her body is rejecting it, and she is re admited at the transplant center where I have no idea what they are doing but I think that they are going to do as much as they can to fix her up.

and I am dealing with my mother pretty much not really being as understanding about this as I would truly like for her to be..... and that she is bugging me about things that are just flat out none of her business. Such as asking me how many hours I ended up working at my telemarketing job that she knows I hate, and knows I am not putting in as many hours at cause I am trying to find another job to go to other then this one.

the only reason she does care is because when I become stressed out I do have a horrible tendency of compulsive shopping and and I know its not a good habit to have and i have wrecked up a lot of un needed and un necessary credit card debt.
but I even gave the damn card back to her telling her I wanted nothing to do with the thing and that I was going to make an active effort to not depend on her for so much.

and so far even with all this crap that is going on in my life I have been doing fair job at that.

but its really annoying that she feels some sort of need to just be on my case all of the time about things.

she even went as far as to say cause I went out of the house in shorts she felt were too short that I looked trashy.

and yet she wants to sit there and say what she does, doesn’t qualify as ****ing verbal abuse yeah the **** right. That totally is verbal abuse making someone feel poorly or judging them for simply how they look frankly that kind of thing is dumb and childish anyway.

but what ever I can brush off things that she says if I really and truly have to.....and I can make my own way in life...I do not need her help or approval to be happy or just to plain live an more and I know that it just would help if I was not under her roof and HAD to hear this **** all the time...but I can't help that kind of thing.
at least for now.

[CANDC]

I find having a relationship with one person challenging. Playing the field is one thing, but too many partners and they all could fall apart or you may be left with the least desirable person.