[Aviza]

I'm so upset, stressed, sad, and even feel like I'm dying sometimes. Why is marriage so hard for me? My family hates everyone, they are generally right. But I just want it to end. I'm tired of screwing up and having to start over.

I love sex too much to stay away from men. I'm obviously not cut out to handle the stressors of family and marriage. The latest guy had us homeless, broke, and destroyed my credit. Yeah family right again, but damn he rocked my world. I think he had subliminal hatred toward me. But he drove me crazy in bed.

I was too young to handle marriage the first time. 2nd was family pick but he was Soooo dull. This is not going to go well for me. I seriously think I border on being a nympho.

[Fuzzybear]