I just can't sleep tonight because then I can't hear noise and if anyone is around the house. What kind of BS is that! I have a giant dog, over 215 pounds but he happens to like my estranged husband so I wonder if he would even bark. I have so much going through my head tonight, I am letting the kids stay up late tonight because after all of the times we had to go to bed way early they deserve it. I feel sick and exhausted. Oh and angry as hell!!!

[divine1966]

Do you have any relatives who stay with you for few days?

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No, I used to have my mother...she lived with me for along time. She was my best friend and the only comfort that I had when stuff got tuff for me. She suffered a brain hemorrhage and almost died. She also had an aneurysm in her stomach as well. She doesn't seem to even know I am in the room sometimes and last time she didn't know who I was......I am devastated by the loss of the mother I knew but with all of the emotional abuse my husband has put me through I haven't grieved it yet. I had to hide my pain because he would tell me to pull myself together and move forward. If I didn't lay my head on his chest one time and hear his heart beat I would question if he really had one at all.