So... I have this friend. She tried super hard to look perfect and it annoys me. I have always been super honest and real and just lay all my **** out there. No point hiding. Well... she has a boyfriend and she annoys the **** out of me. She is always hanging off of him and ignores me whenever we are around each other. She will occasional come over to me and hug me and check on me... otherwise its all them. She is so fake with him. They don't have a real conversation that has any form of value when we are together. Its just hugging and hand holding while I stand there. They will whisper to each other while I get left out. Im so annoyed. I cant talk to her about it because she gets upset. I don't think her relationship will work out... but who knows. Maybe guys like dumb blondes with nothing else to offer. She is better then this. I am also afraid if they stay a couple I will forever be ignored. She also messaged me one time and told me not to talk about any of the times I went out drinking because he is against it. Ummm... since when am I a part of this relationship? I feel like I shouldn't be fake just because she wants a relationship. I feel like he is controlling and I don't like it. He is against drinking and drugs. Both of which I do.... just pot though. Im annoyed. I don't want to made to feel less of a person when she drinks too. She just doesn't want him to know. And I don't like being ignored. I don't like her when she is with him. I just want her to be real.
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