[black-roses]

You know what I am tired of my mother telling me I should be a man just because I am messy I tired of her shaming me because I am not like other girls. I realized she will never change she will never realize the way she behaves is abusive and to be honest I don't want to be held accountable or be responsible for her **** that I should never have owned in the first place. So, I am going to try even harder to get out of this house I will even go to the salvos to see what they can do but to deal with this vile **** is disgusting. I often blame men and say they are bad but she's a million times worse then all of the men I met combined and that is saying something. At least the never told me I should have never been born when there angry just because she didn't have the responsibility to prevent a pregnancy. I am sick of women like her that blame everyone around them but fails to realise that there life is **** because they made poor choices but instead of taking responsibility of it she had to drag everyone down with her. Will I am done and at least I know for sure I am better then her or what she thinks I am because I am not the one who takes no responsibility for my issues and blames others. At least I want help she just wants to psychically vampire anyone who tries to help her and I will not be her little puppet any longer.

Isn't there some kind of protective service or an advocate you could call? I have read your posts and it seems that you have good reason to not live at home.

[black-roses]

I have no idea I am not sure if they can help me as I am 20 now

[divine1966]

If you have a disability you can seek help at any age.

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[black-roses]

hmm... I have left hope in leaving I feel like giving up and just putting up with it...