[black-roses]

okay so maybe I am unwell for listening to it but I've been taking **** for a long time I guess I am tired of being well made fun of and feeling insecure. I mean I know it's my problem if I feel insecure for them attacking better than me. I mean I put a screenshot of a guy who showed me his **** my sister was being a smart arse. I don't want to mention what she said but her being so condescending I couldn't take it, it was like being bullied by that guy I thought I loved but liked being a cock to me. I was triggered I felt cornered I tried to defend myself and then yes a total **** storm. I couldn't be abused again I've had to defend myself. I had to calm down I went way to far a condescending joke but I was still triggered by all the **** I had to put up with others. An excess of emotion over a cup of water in this world. Nevertheless I don't have to justify feeling triggered and cornered and I shouldn't either. I did my best to protect and preserve my life. I had to stick up for myself.