[passionfruit3]

I called my aunty today to tell her about my self harm.but before i uttered a word she said are you okay or can i call you back were going to play laser tag.i lied said i was fine and hung up the phone.she called but i didn't pick up cause i didn't want to drag her into my situation and make her worry about me.she has seizures and theyve gotten worse.plus since she moved so far away i feel so distant from her and my friends maybe thatd change if i lost them permenatly but right now it hasnt.i don't know if ill call her back afterawhile im guessing mom will try to get me to talk to her which will be awkward as it was about. Self harm and mom doesnt know yet.its funny though the people. Who were close to me have left and. Ive become distant. The people who didnt like me have also left but now were closer.

[Crazy Hitch]

Why did you call your aunt? Might put her in an awkward position, given the fact that she lives no where near you and she has a multitude of issues to deal with. Do you have a therapist you can speak to?