[Satoramoid]

I feel like the world is turning against me. The following might be extremely personal. I am not happy with the way my life is going, I'm in High School and my whole class hates me. All for different reasons and so. I've tried to make it the opposite but instead it got worse and worse. I procrastinate a bit to be honest. Now my problem is that I've a crush, my crush spilled everything out (by everything I do mean secrets) and now more than 1/2 of my grade knows about this. I'm entering extreme depression because I want my crush so badly but I just can't. I'm an introvert, I can't simply go up to her and ask her out y'know. My best friends turned against me, they've got mad at nothing (I REPEAT I AM INNOCENT) and are saying that I am a pathological liar and stuff like that. I keep hearing chuckles around me and I feel like a loner. I really need help... This is a summary.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Satoramoid

I feel like the world is turning against me. The following might be extremely personal. I am not happy with the way my life is going, I'm in High School and my whole class hates me. All for different reasons and so. I've tried to make it the opposite but instead it got worse and worse. I procrastinate a bit to be honest. Now my problem is that I've a crush, my crush spilled everything out (by everything I do mean secrets) and now more than 1/2 of my grade knows about this. I'm entering extreme depression because I want my crush so badly but I just can't. I'm an introvert, I can't simply go up to her and ask her out y'know. My best friends turned against me, they've got mad at nothing (I REPEAT I AM INNOCENT) and are saying that I am a pathological liar and stuff like that. I keep hearing chuckles around me and I feel like a loner. I really need help... This is a summary.

I'm sorry you're having a tough time. You need support to help you through this if indeed your whole class hates you. Is your school year almost over? Do you have a therapist? If your crush spilled your secrets and now your best friends have turned against you is she worthy of you? If the answer is yes, are there any circumstances under which you'd feel comfortable approaching her and letting her know how you feel?