[ArcheM]

Granted that it was in the heat of the moment, after she told me again some things that I consider unfair... And it feels wrong but at the same time liberating, because of all the pent-up anger and resentment. Although they are mostly against the world in general, instead of just her, but she has her fair share. At the same time, she's been pretty good to me. But it'll also hopefully somewhat dispell her and my family's illusion that I'm a good person. Lately she's been telling me that almost like an enchantment, or maybe that's that NLP crap... I'm not - I'm a ball of misery and resentment, and she's just one of many things that I've stopped caring about.

[Travelinglady]

I'm sorry you are struggling. Is there anyone you can talk to about your anger and frustration?

[ArcheM]

I can't express myself in speech. Or I have to put so much strength into that, which I don't have now... Or rather, I can't express myself coherently. I imagine I'd first have to develop a relationship of trust with a single person.