[Gasplessy]

I've been wishing to talk about my deepest feelings with a complete stranger human, because i have unsolved issue in my heart
I lost a person (he's alive, i guess) in a bad way with misunderstandings and i became obsessed by the thing
I'm not very attached by nature but this one was not easy to manage for me
I've been thinking about him every day, and also paralyzed by the loss, so i couldn't carry on with my life very well
I wish that an angel-like stranger could look after this person forever
It's a wrong thought on control
I think it's a way to ease the pain that comes from regrets
Has anybody experienced this?

Lesson learnt: try to communicate clearly and be correct and respectful, so that you may avoid this

[Yaowen]

Dear Gasplessy,

What you describe is something I have experienced. It is really just utterly heartbreaking what you must be going through. I didn't know anyone else went through something similar to what I went through so I am very thankful that you posted it.

I really hope you find some way to have peace of mind and joy of living again!

Sincerely yours, -- Yao Wen

[Open Eyes]

What you shared is why we have religion, it's a desire to experience a presence that is understanding and forgiving and compassionate.

It's normal to have the desires you have shared.

[lady411]

I think we’ve all experienced feeling something like this. It’s very natural to yearn for that human connection. Especially in times like these. I find myself going on walks around the neighborhood much more often now than before the pandemic began. You sense that same feeling you are talking about in strangers. Just a simple “Good afternoon” as you’re walking by goes a long way.
I like how you express yourself lyrically. Almost like you’ve written a poem.

[winter4me]

When I travel solo, I often find myself in conversation with random strangers (maybe we are walking the same sidewalk, or I am the only person in a cafe...) & sometimes the conversations go deep. One person said "Sometimes it is easier to talk to a stranger". And I think that can be true, it can be a nice release...make for a good day or night.

[mote.of.soul]

In a way @Gasplessy, here, we're all strangers on the park bench of the internet really; bearing our souls, hoping for happiness, redemption and what have you. Me, I haven't been in a relationship for years, but when I reflect on my loneliness, I play each one of those relationships over in my mind, seeing my mistakes and wishing nothing but happiness and success for those beautiful souls. Their love helped me in many ways.

Thanks for sharing Gasplessy, I appreciated reading your post.