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Aug 17, 2020 at 04:44 PM
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at this point im wondering what for will i take baby steps? whats the goal and purpouse? im just living now without any reason. nobody cares for how i feel and whats going on in my head. at the end of the day its up to me if im gonna do something about it but at the same time knowing that there is nobody caring...
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Dec 31, 2020 at 07:52 PM
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Its been a while and...
I tried THC to help myself a month ago. Delta 8 tincture oil. It made everyrhing so much worse for me. I had panic attacks, anxiety, dizziness, issues with sleeping, shortnes of breath etc. Its been such a difficult month. It was so bad that i decided to go to emergency room because i didnt feel myself anymore. I requested there psychiatrist as well. I gave them my story as well. Based on that i was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and schizotypal personality disorder. Now question is what do i do with it. What are chaces to be normal or get better? I haven't returned yet because i read that its not really treatable. I dont believe in therapy. It got so deep that i dont kniw if i can get out from that. Any thoughts appreciated |
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Dec 31, 2020 at 07:56 PM
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I admire you for reaching out for help! That's excellent, Mark! A thought: Medication to treat your depression. I don't know why you don't believe in therapy...a good therapist can help you make wonderful changes in your life. __________________ |
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Dec 31, 2020 at 08:21 PM
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You know they said if i return i will get anti anxiety meds. Now for past days i literally could feel my brain. Little burning, itching etc. Really uncomfortable. Im still confused what meds do i need and whats wrong with me. They did blood work and all was fine. I think thc really affected something in my brain. I really want to be myself from month ago..
Whe It comes to therapy... i dont know. At this point i think i know myself well enough to know it wont help me. Meds? Maybe. Im really difficult humsn being and even after talking to my family they still dont understand my issues.. |
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