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I'd be concerned that once the honeymoon phase wears off and the sex becomes predictable, he'll no longer have use for her. If he's financially bounded to her, he'll seek out this "passion" elsewhere with other insecure and needy women. I agree though. He definitely knows what he's doing. |
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I defend him because I'm only giving you guys a snapshot of comments in time. You don't know me and you don't know him. I DO place more value on what those who KNOW me believe, however, because this is a forum about people talking about psychological issues and stuff I figured it was a good venue for the question. I'm well aware that we don't really know each other and there is so much more to learn. Maybe he IS the a-hole everyone seems to think he is. I don't believe that, but it's possible. I'm not naive. Anything is possible. Everything I said about him here is offputting to everyone, but I AM excited because he's a guy I really like. He's absolutely nuts and it's one of the things I most appreciate about him. So yeah, I DO want to be with him and I am hoping that when we do spend some time together this weekend that it's clearer one way or the other whether this is something worth pursuing. Another thing that my choice of words may have led people to think I'm the crazy one is about uprooting my life. I lived 11 years in Florida and had an issue when visiting family in CT in 2017. Instead of returning, I stayed because I found out about an undergrad program that I wanted to pursue locally. I was never intending to move to CT but ended up doing so. After graduating, I moved back to Florida in December 2019 but things didn't go according to plan. I was running out of money and the pandemic hit making it harder to get a job so I returned home to family. I was never meant to be here so if I ended up moving BACK to Florida to be with a guy that I really like, it's not the worst thing in the world. That's where my son is. There was a study done (can't find it) about the sticking power of negativity. It went something like this: If I tell you that I have a medical treatment that has a 20% success rate, you might be willing to try. But if I then told you that it had an 80% failure rate, you wouldn't. The results are exactly the same, but your perception isn't. If I start by telling you that it has an 80% failure rate, the fact that I later tell you it's got a 20% success rate isn't enough to change your mind. 20% success was good enough when presented first, but not enough to overcome the 80% failure. That's how I'm feeling about this thread. At this point there is nothing I can say for people to be able to undo the negative associations they've made based on my first post and the further comments from people about red flags. That being said, I appreciate everyone's concern and wishes of luck. What is meant to be, will be. I'm hoping that this becomes something good. That I have a partner in crime for a while, even if not for the rest of my life. And maybe he and I help each other in the process. __________________ Dx: Bipolar I, Mixed Type and ADHD w/ Hyperactivity Meds: Adderall XR 30 mg, short acting 15, Trazodone 150 mg, Lamictal 400 mg, Xanax .5 mg (as needed). WARNING! I have ADHD. Expect long winded, off topic responses. Your understanding is appreciated. |
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And as far as the not having money - child support and an ex-wife who screwed your credit putting you tens of thousands of dollars into debt will do that. But I'm sure he's lying about that and really spent all the money on hookers and beer lol. __________________ Dx: Bipolar I, Mixed Type and ADHD w/ Hyperactivity Meds: Adderall XR 30 mg, short acting 15, Trazodone 150 mg, Lamictal 400 mg, Xanax .5 mg (as needed). WARNING! I have ADHD. Expect long winded, off topic responses. Your understanding is appreciated. |
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I had previously stated that I think two people should not be together in order to "save" or "fix" one another's issues. That is a dysfunctional relationship dynamic, it is a dependent relationship dynamic and it is not how it is supposed to work. You had mentioned that he wants you to live with him to help motivate him in life. That is a red flag. THIS SCREAMS DEPENDENCY. He should be motivated in life all on his own. He also wanted you to drive him to work everyday. Another red flag. DEPENDENCY. He should be able to drive himself to and from work and to be a self sufficient, independent adult. He wanted you to move back to where he lives and to move in with him IMMEDIATELY, after meeting only ONCE? BIG RED FLAG. TOO much too soon! All of this spells BIG trouble to me, in my opinion. But you seem to want to be with him very badly, and I think that we all have to learn for ourselves in life by doing and experiencing. We have to make mistakes and missteps in order to truly learn. But I think this guy would be a mistake for you in the end. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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Well the summary of this is that you had one date with a guy and now you are posting on the Internet asking strangers If you should move in with him and pursue a relationship. That’s a very strange question. I am happily married but after first date all I knew that I wanted a second date, I’d not be asking strangers if I should move in with him or move to a different state for him. It’s not negative or positive. You cant expect people advice you to move in with a stranger regardless how wonderful you think he is after one date
There is nothing wrong in working for non profit or having a job that makes a difference. You can still get paid. I make a difference and so is my husband but we still have to pay bills. People have to eat and pay for the roof above their head. Working isn’t optional. It’s a luxury not to work. Most people would be homeless and starve if they didn't work. Somebody must be supporting you so you don’t have to work but most people don’t have that luxury. If you plan on someone else supporting you in old age then of course you don’t need 401k. Most people want to have nice fun life in retirement though, being able to travel and pursue hobbies and so on. If you plan on only living on SS, it’s fine, but if you don’t work, it won’t be much and your opportunities will be very limited. You can make a difference in life and still not depend on others neither now nor in old age You choose your life and make your decisions. We have no idea how your relationship with this guy will play out. Maybe you’ll be the happiest. We can’t really make you decide on this. |
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I think a relationship is hard enough as the simple thing it is, without making a huge deal out of everything. Like the eggs cheese thing. Maybe he makes a big noise because he felt misunderstood, or intruded upon. If you cant get something that simple right, what hope is there for the rest of your relationship? I think hes saying he finds intimacy painful and or threatening. Its not him, its you, to coin a phrase. Hes not sure if youre the one.
Since you mention leaving home, i would recommend you read the book, Leaving Home by David Celani. Try to figure out how the two of you are trying to help each other. But that is probably a different thing than building a life together. He hasnt left home yet himself. |
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Did you miss the part where driving him to work every day was a joke? I explained that later in the thread and while I'm typing one response, people are responding at the same time and so I had previously missed a response or two and so maybe you missed the fact where I said that was a joke. It's not a dependency issue. And nowhere did I say he wants me to move back IMMEDIATELY. He brought it up rather early - I can see THAT being a red flag for some, but he didn't say move in with me RIGHT NOW. As far as the motivating him in life - is it bad to want someone to give you REASON to do what you do? When I had to go to a job I HATED every day, I did that because I needed that job to support my kid. HE was the motivation. So if having a woman around that you care about makes going into work more tolerable, that's a bad thing? I feel like you're all making it much more dysfunctional than it is. I'll agree with your statement about saving and fixing. Totally agree. I have to do my work and he has to do his. But I happen to think he's helped me already by confronting me on things that I'm not paying attention to that I need to work on. I feel like he's acting like a therapist in that way. He makes an observation, I agree and he has offered solutions to change my behavior. Before everyone puts a nefarious spin on that like he's trying to CONTROL me, the specific thing I'm talking about in this instance is the fact that I tend to talk over people sometimes. More likely when I haven't taken my Adderall, but I am that person who jumps in when you take a breath because you sparked something in my brain. He brought that to my attention that I'm talking over him. Or I'll ask a question, but then not exactly give him the opportunity to answer it before I go off on some tangent. Now, I'm being mindful to pause during the conversations. Anyway, thanks to everyone for having my back. __________________ Dx: Bipolar I, Mixed Type and ADHD w/ Hyperactivity Meds: Adderall XR 30 mg, short acting 15, Trazodone 150 mg, Lamictal 400 mg, Xanax .5 mg (as needed). WARNING! I have ADHD. Expect long winded, off topic responses. Your understanding is appreciated. |
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And again, you've only met this guy once and you mentioned moving back for him. Just be with him, by all means, and try to help each other since that's clearly what you want to do. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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My understanding of your story is this. You're planning on visiting him this weekend.. have "great sex" .. and then decide if you're wanting to move forward with his plans on living together. After all, your son lives there, too, so why not? This guy is hot, funny, and "gets" you. I feel you're putting too much confidence in a guy you DO NOT KNOW. My advice.. date him. You clearly want to. This weekend you're making the trip over. Next weekend, have him do the 1200 mile drive. Will he? I'm not so sure.. maybe? Don't rush. Get the facts. Listen to your intuition. Stop defending his actions and consider how his "funny" attitude will impact you over the course of a few months when the honeymoon phase wears off. If you can't get straight answers NOW, do you think you'll get straight answers once you run into trouble? Just date the guy. Don't assume he'll be your soulmate simply because you're sexually attracted to him and he's playing all the right cards for "you" (only). He's a stranger. Good luck. |
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I'd be moving back for him sooner than I was intending. My sis wanted me to say 5 years, I figured I'd max at three, but one year from today, after I graduate with my Masters would be a good time to go provided I get my ducks in a row properly this time. I NEVER INTENDED TO LIVE IN CT. I just keep getting stuck here lol. __________________ Dx: Bipolar I, Mixed Type and ADHD w/ Hyperactivity Meds: Adderall XR 30 mg, short acting 15, Trazodone 150 mg, Lamictal 400 mg, Xanax .5 mg (as needed). WARNING! I have ADHD. Expect long winded, off topic responses. Your understanding is appreciated. |
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Believe me.. I'm with a "jokster". Six years in and still a lot of uncertainty. It's not funny. It's emotionally draining. It's a headache.. a heartache.. and you'll find yourself going NUTS just trying to fit the pieces together. You'll unlikely ever get all the pieces together. |
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So now I'll ask you. If it's emotionally draining and a heartache, why are you six years in? __________________ Dx: Bipolar I, Mixed Type and ADHD w/ Hyperactivity Meds: Adderall XR 30 mg, short acting 15, Trazodone 150 mg, Lamictal 400 mg, Xanax .5 mg (as needed). WARNING! I have ADHD. Expect long winded, off topic responses. Your understanding is appreciated. |
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I didn't say anything about a timeframe for moving at all. I'm just going down to get the lay of the land.
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Yeah, and im a comedian. Seriously. As i once told a friend of mine, youre a doctor, im a comedian - dont tell ME you made a joke, i will tell YOU when you made a joke. Okay, it was one of those things i didnt think of til the next day, but still.
I still think you are um whats the word denigrating? What is it that we usually accuse men of doing to women? Like patting them on the head, there there, you made a joke. It was a hostile answer. My point is, NEITHER of you can deal with the INHERENT hostility in an intimate relationship. It's not for sissies. He says something hostile, you ignore his discomfort AND yours, and call it a joke. If you had ACKNOWLEDGED his discomfort AND your misstep - yes, lacto is not ovo; how about yogurt? - i would feel better, IF he were then able to discuss it, or promise to discuss it. But if he just plain doesnt want to discuss his food with you because thats too intimate, then thats a potential red flag. I may be too micro, but this is where im at. This is what i need to be clear, to be comfortable with someone. And no, they are not lining up, but SOME people get me. |
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