[Lunatyc]

My old flame was better than my blood father.
At least, he respected his parents
And looked out for his family.
He was more available,
Just not enough for us to work.
At 16 when I was old
Enough to make my own decision,
I decided that my mum
Was right and he was my father but
Was never my dad.
I believed that he
Broke my mums patience.
I stopped seeing him regularly.
After seeing what a
Broken shell of a man my father was,
They still tried to press me to.
I don't understand them?
I was a target, young and female.
They claimed to worry about me.
To want to protect me.
They won't allow
Me to go to a concert with a friend
Yet pressurise me
To serve my country
Like I had no other options.
I did, before rehab. I could
Have went to art college.
I could have taught martial arts.
I could have been a manager.
I could have went back to studying.
My fathers own comrades
Broke his leg on purpose.
What if I turned someone down?
It's about control and power.

[Lunatyc]

Part timer, no lifer
May as well be a dole dosser.
You said part timer only.
I was NOT a part timer.
I worked full time.
I paid for the training myself!
My parents didn't help me
Even when I was
Training at such a high level.
People have zero
Hour contracts and work
Full time hours.
You manipulate school students to
Take your classes while
You dossed around gossiping.
You didn't even pay us!
I take up running and
You run the great Wall months later.
You do realise that
You probably ruined
Any chance I had with
My old flame?
It wasn't my parents.
It wasn't his friends.
It was you.
Who made you
The judge, jury and executioner?
Your jokes belonged
In the playground.
That's why I brushed them off.
As a matter of fact,
I did not face
Your level of immaturity
In the playground. Burn.

[Have Hope]

Please don't use the word "retarded". It is not PC - I used to work with mentally impaired adults. A better phrase would be "emotionally obtuse".

[Prycejosh1987]

Sorry to hear that you went through bad parenthood. So did i by my Nan, who fostered me, and my actual mother was just not helping, she would tell her sons not to go to school. I failed all my GCSES and had a 50% attendance record in year 11, which is the year that mattered. I did well when i was with my grandmother i was C graded in most of my subjects, but by the time year 11 came i was a E grader. Look out for your best interests, although input from family matters.

[Lunatyc]

My father never
Called me at Xmas
Or on my birthdays.
All I wanted was a phone call.
I know parents
Have to tell
Kids white lies
Until they are
Old enough but mine
Made up a brother and sister.
He never came
To see me being born
Because he wanted a boy.
He never accepted
Me for who I was.
My mum and step dad
Came around. He never did
And never will.
That's why we are estranged.