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Wise Elder
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#641
Thank you all! It really helps to receive your support!!!!
I don't think he can claim harassment with my texts. And NOW, he's trying to turn the tables on me now and is blaming me for my reactions to his infidelity. He's trying to turn it all around on me to make ME the bad guy for reacting with anger and upset.. Ie, you've upset my mother, she's sedated and she's elderly. Ie, you tried to get me fired by calling her at work. More abuse! I can't take it anymore. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
Wise Elder
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#642
He's triggering me so much right now. He's putting me on the defensive now, when HE's the one who had the affair.
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#643
It’s rich! You reacted with anger. How were you supposed to react? Atta boy???
Affair is with a coworker so yes you called work. It’s not like you called work about him not doing laundry Don’t speak to him. Put headphones on. Can you leave? Malls are open. Go walk there or sit on a bench. Restaurants are closed for dining in here due to covid but if they aren’t closed in your state go to a diner for breakfast, take a book with you. |
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Wise Elder
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#644
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He's being abusive is what he is being. He's trying to make me into the bad guy. It's all deflection off of him and his affair. I did leave. I am at my parents' home for the day. Thank goodness I can be away from him all day. Turns out due to covid, I cannot travel out of state tomorrow night. So I am stuck at home with him again. UGH! __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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#645
Tomorrow everything is open, looks like restaurants aren’t close in your area so go sit in a coffee shop or a diner and do work search and apply for jobs. Take your laptop. No need to be home at all. Then go to the mall walking, get yourself moving around and I bet you can sit in the mall on a bench and do more work search. Time better spent. When at home put headphones, buy noise cancelling if you don’t have it and go sit in a second bedroom looking for jobs and watch funny tv shows, if you don’t have a tablet watch on a laptop or a phone. Don’t interact with him
Also gyms are open in your area. If you don’t have a membership ask for a day pass or maybe even free trial. My gym does free days as advertisement |
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Wise Elder
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#646
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I just told him to never speak with me again unless it's about necessary and important apartment details. I am done talking to him. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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Wise Elder
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#647
It's enraging though. He's falsely accusing me of trying to get him fired, when I didn't, so I defended myself. Then he said my message to his new lover was "vile" and that I intentionally tried to hurt him. Not true. Then he accused me of being threatening to his mother. Not true either. I simply informed her of his abuse and told her I would get a restraining order on him if necessary.
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#648
“Vile”. No kidding. Sure it was vile. What did he think it’s going to be? Warm and fuzzy?
Don’t respond to him. |
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Wise Elder
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#649
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#650
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As about work situation, if you don’t want to be fired you don’t do inappropriate stuff with coworkers! It’s not your fault he did all that! You didn’t cause it, his actions did. He is unhappy he got busted and she likely called it off. |
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#652
I know it's hard to cut coms when all you want (I'm imagining here) is for him to SEE what he's done!
Urghhhh. I suggest bearing in mind that you still hold power in your approval. If you can withhold your approval, without completing taking it back, you might even just get a little cooperation from him! I would also suggest no coms, or also v basic coms like "OK" or "fair enough" in response. I know it seems like childish games, and it is really, but if he thinks he might get away with some shred of dignity intact, he might be more determined to save that shred of dignity, than to make you PAY BADLY for showing him up. I wish I wasn't so tuned in to this way of thinking. It gives me the creeps, but really sometimes is best to play their sad little game and come out the winner. Creeps like him will only ever play their game by their rules, there's no getting away from that. I really suggest you keep him in confusion. The other options are being his supply, or being his problem/enemy. He will either be focused on maintaining a facade, taking all he can get, or taking you down. I suggest you let him work on that facade until you are far away from him! |
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Wise Elder
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#653
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This is how it is for now. Maybe that will change in a week's time when I can calm down from all of this. But he is being abusive all over again right now, so I cannot just lie down and take it passively or say "ok". I am fighting back. I guess that is just feeding his supply, even if it's negative attention, it's still attention. So I am sure his ego is being fed by my upset. And I am sure he feels some amount of control still because I am reacting with anger and upset. So he probably feels he can control my emotions and toy with me that way. It's a very disturbing and sick dynamic. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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Wise Elder
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#654
This is what I last wrote to him by text just now:
Two last points and then I am done: STOP PLAYING THE VICTIM. I did NOT threaten your mother. I simply told her the truth. YOUR actions at work got you into trouble, not me. YOU had an affair and did something morally WRONG AND against the policies. I did NOT try to intentionally hurt you at work. SO GO F YOURSELF and have a wonderful rest of your day. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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#655
👍🏻Good one
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Wise Elder
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#656
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#658
Agreed. And I did get the last word in. I will try hard not to reply if he does respond. I know it’s best if I do not.
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Wise Elder
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#659
I think I’m traumatized by what’s happening. Totally traumatized.
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#660
Well it is traumatizing especially if moving out or divorcing is cumbersome due to unemployment
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