[black-roses]

So, yesterday there was the stress of being broken into and today me and mum went to shops. She wanted some chicken to make soup she asked me to ask them for chicken thighs, I asked for chicken thighs then she started insulting me saying I was a dumb b that didn't go to highschool. I was telling her that she asked me to say chicken thighs and then she was pointing at the drumsticks so I asked for that. Anyway, I did something that regret I threw the chicken bag at my mum and she threw it back at me she kept insulting me so I slapped her in the head. I really regret losing my temper but I'm sick of being called a "retard" and brain dead everyday of the week. She is insulting to me day and freakly were no good together.

[Britedark]

I can only say that I totally get you. The times I have been sorely tempted to slap one of my parents...what can I say? No one should aggravate you to the point of losing control. I can quote (almost) Victor Frankl and say that an abnormal reaction to an abnormal situation is most normal.

[MickeyCheeky]

So Sorry for what is going on! Please Do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful Britedark that such a reaction may be understandable at least and though hitting her back is a bit much it does seem like things aren't that easy between you two even based on other threads you posted around. i Hope you'll be able to talk about this with her at least. Stay Safe. Please do update us if possible if you want to. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @black-roses, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!

[black-roses]

It's a difficult relationship because both of us have mental problems me being severely dissociated and having ptsd and her having depression. I think both of us are very sad and angry with life and without meaning to have a go at each other. She wants me to be less lazy I want to have more concentration and have more control of life. Both of us wish we were in Madeira. Its just a mess for everyone

[black-roses]

I'm just finding it hard to sleep because I'm still trying to wrap around how I totally lost my cool today it's very bad and I know I screwed up majorly. I need to sleep for TAFE (college) but to stressed out by the whole dynamic and just the fear that I can't get out of this situation where I'm difficult to live with because I'm not functional mentally.