Where do I go from here?

About a month ago I discovered by accident that my husband posted a profile online misrepresenting himself as a single man.
I haven't found any evidence that he's been unfaithful but it stays in the back of my mind that he cheated in his first marriage.
When I finally worked up the courage to confront him about the profile, he just scoffed and said it didn't mean anything.

I have been despondent ever since. I've been trying to find therapeutic housing. Plus I would have to find someone to drive me to and from my ketamine infusions. What I'm finding is that anything I could afford on my disability is strictly for the homeless.

Then there was the one I found in Wisconsin that was $120,000 a year.

I just know I want out. I'm tired of feeling like my feelings don't matter. I feel stupid most of the time even though I know I'm not, and nothing I do is right.

When I told him how I felt, he said I need to stop taking everything so personally.

My therapist has found a caseworker for me and my DV advocate is aware of what's happening so I'll be okay I think.

I'll update things as they progress.

So Sorry things are being hard! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i Hope the situation will improve really soon between you and your husband one way or another. Yes, do update us if possible. It is good that your therapist and advocate are also helping you out. Stay Strong. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Werewoman, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!

It does sound like he is cheating on you.

Ugh Ugh Ugh. I'm sooo sorry! Very difficult position you're in. My sympathies and empathy for you... my heart goes out to you and I really am feeling your pain.