A strange poem

A strange poem

Even though my eyes look dead, I am still alive
Somehow all these days I have managed to survive
Everyone knows that you are a terrible man
And I will stick with the truth that overran

My conscience can’t tolerate injustice
Even though my pain is not in your notice
Please don’t think I’m standing up for you
Because I only trust what is true.

I have felt you lying to me, you told me you didn’t have time
Then you went for a walk and broke the friendship for his crime
What he did wasn’t safe. He hit you in the head with a bottle made of glass
When he met you for the second time after your class

“Let’s go our separate ways. We’re done here.” You raised your hands and went home
And left the friend you had, since a young age known.
How are you so fast at breaking things? I hope you patch it up
Because it hurts to see this happening after our mess-up.

He asked you, will you forgive me?
I suppose you were filled with anger
You said no, because he said “I will never forgive you for what you did to her”
I am capable of loving and being loved, I can forgive
But I don’t think you know what is the right way to live

I apologised to you for disrespecting your body, and mine.
Because I know there is honour in being a friend (and they have a spine)
Strange though haha! How we were never in a relationship right?
Never a true bond so what happened would be just enough to excite.

I’ll get over it, I will smile through my tears
When I am passed out of my course in a few years,
I will come to meet you and ask why you didn’t talk
Why you agreed with him to go for a walk

When you said you have to be “obsessed” with your work
“I have to be obsessed” but responsibilities you will shirk!
Haha, I have never seen another like you,
And I trusted you when we shared what we’ve been through.

Anyway I must say goodbye,
I cannot bore others with my hue and cry
Eventually I’ll be too busy to care
About you or your problems or your epic despair.

Your feelings are genuine and deeply felt and you are talented and thoughtful.

Keep writing!