[UCLAFan]

My counselor thinks i should join a local singles group around here.But i'm afraid to go.For a few reasons.I don't drive. Am not working right now.I don't drive due to Epilepsy.Not working because of Epilepsy and some more health issues.The Epilepsy i have had since i was 7.I'm now 38.The other health issues.Started happening in the last 2 to 3 years.Use to have jobs mostly in retail and food service.I'm afraid folks will look down on me about not having a car or a job.I'm not lazy.I use to work my *** off.Come to work at times.On my Day off.Stay late etc.I'd love to go back to work.But due to health issues i can't.I can't stand up for even 30 minutes at a time.My feet and legs go numb.So bad that it hurts.Most jobs i have had.I have been made to be on my feet all day.Which i can't do these days.Been tested for several things.DR can't find hardly anything wrong with me.He says i have some back issues.But that is it.But next month i'm seeing a different Dr.Because the pain won't go away.Even had physical threapy for 6 months.It helped.But i still did not feel 100%.Whenever i meet new people.Half the time.ome of the first things they ask me.Is where do i work.It makes me feel uncomfortable.Always has.Even when i was working.Because i have never had a really good job.Plus i think people asking stuff like that.When u first meet a person.Is somewhat rude and nosey.Also i like to get to know people slowly.Not ask them personal questions like that.