[neri]

Someone recently asked in the chatroom about mother's inciting guilt (sorry i never remember who says what ), well anyway, i wanted to continue on that subject a little.

I HATE my mom , all she's ever done is tried to make me feel guilty about everything possible. If my dad did something to annoy her, or she was pissed at my brother or anything, she yelled to ME about it. Then if i didn't respond she yelled even more cuz she said that's just what dad always did. No wonder. I saw it was pointless to start fighting with her about things i had nothing to do with. Though i rarely fought about my stuff either...

She had a habit of bursting to my room and start yelling about how i infuriate her cuz i never DO anything and practically never even speak to her. That would be cuz of my depression... well she didn't know about it and obviously didn't get it either. She usually start with that one or something other that was bugging her at the particular moment and then rush out, then back in again continuing now about me being lazy and not doing well in school then she'd leave again and minute later rush back and start about dad not paying the child support when he was supposed to and that I should call him about it that it's not her business anyway ...that's the pattern... she did that basicly every day.

i usually never said anything back, it didn't really help. I did "teach" her to knock though ...sigh... she then banged my door once at the same time she entered the room.

I'll stop here now, i could go on forever but i promised to keep my posts shorter