Whats Up Doc

Okay Doc I'll play along, I'm soooo depressed because 28 years okay almost to the date, The DMH in Boston Massachutts held me captive in Bostons Metropolitan State Hospital......Oh woe is me, what is a poor soul such as I too do, knowing, I was exposed to a world of severly insain people before my sweet sixteen birthday......I try not let it get to me, I keep the memories on the edge of my mind, and try not to write about them, because I do get depressed......I almost whacked myself last winter, and knew from then on, I couldn't keep thinking about something that happened those years ago.....Right after I was sent into Northamoton State Hospital, I was in with old people, I feel I'm suffering from Granny Disoder.......Because my knees hurt doc, and so does my back, it's this damn midwestern pillbox house, it's running me into the grond, and doc, I don't want to die......This house is the only Asylum who could hold me, it's 96 years old doc, and John Dillinger use to Drink out front.....Which is now just a empty peace of property, but once was a boot leg poolhall......Indiana is nice, flat, less filling wellwater taste great, at least for now safe from the war......Not unless someone wants to blow up cows, do you think doc, that anyone would wan to blow up cows........That would make one hell of a steak dinner, don't you think doc, whats up doc....

You are scaring me!!!!

Sorry I wasn't trying to, please by all means don't call the police, I had enough hassles for one life time, you shouldn't fear me you should be fearing Asama Bin Laden, and his Terrorist's.....I'm a Dad and don't make it a point to scare my Six Children, sorry to you for being so scary, bye......

I guess I am just becoming spooked easy due to the devastation our country has felt, you understand right?
Are you doing okay? I hope everyone at this forum are all okay. This might sound self centered but last week or two I started feeling my meds and myself were keeping my "bipolarity" under raps and have just started feeling really like myself again and I thought, "great, now a damn war has to come along", especially when I just started winning at my personal war(s), can't win
Take care and stay well,
"darkeyes"

I'm sorry I scared you, maybe it's just that I wanted some attention in wake of this War Stuff, I promise to keep a lid on my words....The internet is a strange place itself, I just got my computer a about two years ago, and don't know the ropes.....I have to realize everyone has feelings, not just my own, I get carried away, I don't know what my metal health problems are....I have a lot surely, but I can't think about them when the nation is under war, it's selfish, I am well, and hope you are the same this night....