[Jenn1fer82]

I'm moving back home to a situation that holds a lot of hurt feelings for me. Theres nothing I can do but to let go on my own. Trying to talk to them and resolving the past will only bring up more hurt feelings. I find it that the hardest thing is to find closure on your own especially when others absolutely won't admit to any fault. I've recently lost a good friend of mine because of his poor selfish choices and hurt me in the worst way that any man can do to a women. I am full of anger at this moment and its eating me up with every waking moment. Just last month I got out of a 6 month relationship that I absolutely take responsibility for allowing a man stomp all over me because all I wanted to hear was marriage, kids, and security. I'm now trying to figure out how to forgive myself.

I'm entering a unstable environment, my male best friend violated my trust and the hardest of all I'm trying to forgive myself for allowing to get into such a horrible relationship that ate up every part of me. It is so difficult. to find my way out of all of this.