screw up

I got upset at my bf because I felt like he was playing mind games with me...and he said out front that he was. I wanted him to come to my convocation and I know he has a huge test four days after...I said he didn't need to come because of this. I went to his grad though and told him this. I kept asking and he said he would try...he asked me if I needed to know how many people I was bringing and I said yes...then he kept bugging me and saying he would come...and I was like do you really want to come...( I didn't want him to come if he didn't want to) he said I already said yes and I will come. i said ok....i phoned him back later that night and was like...please just give me your honest opinion...I don't want you to come if you don't want to.. I told him I hate mind games and I just want a straighforward answer....finally he said...i was going to surprise you by showing up but then you told me that you needed to know how many people were coming....i was like ohh...then he's like can i go to sleep now....I felt horrible for not trusting him and not believing that he actually wanted to come....why do I do this

sweet heart...just take it easy....it's okay...he doesn't play mind game with you...as he said he wanted to surprize you, that's all....we are all human being and we are subject to make mistake....so relax...you didn't do anything wrong and he can understand it....
the thing that he said he wants to sleep now....it's all because he's so relax and he knows how much you want him versus you not knowing that....unfortunatly, this is a love game and you got to play it...it's difficult, but no choice....just don't call him again and he will call you back....even if he doesn't show up, stay relax....I know how much you want him there, but you can fight it...and I'm sure he will be there for you....

take care
Marjan