[Junerain]

I was looking for love in all the wrong places, wrong relationships, just to have 'any' relationship at all.....loneliness seems to be part of my life whether I want it to be or not, I called a Christian hotline last night in tears when my last bad boy/user did not work out...the person I always talk to said I need to get in a place where I can feel God's presence, realise He is the answer to loneliness....I do have my friends thank God, yet the hole inside my heart can be filled with none other than God. I do not know if I will ever marry at all, never have been, turning 37 at the end of the month..but I have a life to live nonetheless, a life of loving myself and God. A life that may be different than others, but it is a LIFE not to be wasted by people that do not truly appreciate me, even know me. That is all I can do at this point, there is no magical wand you wave to acquire a husband, unfortuneately. There is no magic at all just the deep beauty of God. I have a good life really, I have my physical health, great friends, well not much else. Oh yes I am on my way to becoming a teacher, there is beauty in that as well. Finally I will touch lives and also for the first time earn more than minimum wage, what a blessing, of course, losing disability, not a bad thing to lose. I guess there is the joy I have been looking for, seems like graduation will never come, but alas it will. Like I say myself life is journey not a destination. God keeps us on the right path when we stray towards bad and unhealthy things and people. I am going to concentrate on living a Godly life, that is my choice!

God bless you, ((((( Junerain))))).

[anderson]

That is the real truth until you can love your self and feel Gods love. You can never truly feel loved by another person. Thank you for reminding us.

[amante]

junerain,
I believe that God puts you in the right place to meet the right person when the right time has come. I had been searching my entire life to find my prince charming, through abusive violent relationships, getting hooked up with the wrong types of guys, and then one night, the stars just aligned and I met him out of the blue, have faith and believe in fate that your right person will step into your life. Believe in God, and trust in yourself, don't settle for anyone. I kissed hundreds of frogs before I kissed my prince. good luck, and may you find the peace and contentment in the Lord until your forever relationship comes.

[StarTrekker]

Junerain,
I am 24 years old, and my husband is 41. To make a long story short, let me tell you this: He had began to sink into a depression/emotional funk as he approached his 36th birthday because he was unmarried and felt unloved. God put me into his life. I was 19, and he was 37. I never thought that I would date a man so much older than me. My husband says that if he had met me years ago, he would not have been ready to be the husband or person that he is today. God knew just the right time to put me into my husband's life. God knows just the right time to put you into someone else's life. But, He will only do wo when it is your time, and not before. The hard part is waiting and being patient. That's the painful part, I'm sure. But trust me, it is worth it!