[redbandit]

Hello,

I am extremely depressed lately, and cant motivate myself to do anything but lay around and mope. I feel like a horrible wife, and person in general. Im pretty sure I need dif meds, but Im seeing a new T in a couple of weeks, and they havent set me up with a pdoc yet. I know it doesnt help to lay around, but idk how to make myself do anything. I think partly why Im so depressed is my family is in Europe, and I didnt even get invited. Advice and prayr
Are appreciated. Thx

[mimi2112]

Sorry to hear that you are so down. Please don't beat yourself up. You are not a horrible wife or person.

I will be sending warm thoughts your way.

[allimsaying]

Sending prayers bandit. Im sure it hurt not to be invited and I think that might be a blow to any of our self esteem's. You are not worthless, nobody is. Im sorry you feel that way. Keep posting as much as you need to and the prayers will keep pouring in. If nothing else, we can stick together through this. You have people who love you here!

[Hopeful Camel]

Hi I just read your post. I can relate to your feelings and I also know that prayer helps. I'm going to light my candles here shortly and will say a prayer for you. I hope you feel some release and know that you are here because YOU are a special person with a special purpose.
Be well,
Hopeful Camel

[spondiferous]

Prayers coming your way, redbandit. Try to be gentle with yourself. You're doing the best you can.