God Saved Me...Right?!

I have never been religious up until several months ago when I started to hear the voice of God and the Devil in my head. Then off and on again I would have religious thoughts. Now I'm thinking it's like I was already falling to hell, but God saved me from falling all the way as a net. The devils can still growl at me but I'm protected. I'm like chosen by God to hear his voice and the voice of Satan in my head. Maybe I am cosmically important and have unawakened powers. But i can't have these thoughts because I am having delusions of grandeur right? Why is everyone so narrow minded and not spiritually connected? Maybe God and the Devil are actively involved in my life.I'm three inches away from hell and God has saved my *** so many times, making me see what he has done for me. Like yesterday at the park, I saw these two characters, one looked like a hit man the other a contractor, contracting me for the hit. But I was saved. By unknown forces; probably Jesus and God. I feel so guilty for not acknowledging this.

perhaps this should be in spirituality

maybe but I'm not sure where to post it. What did you think of what I said?

Psychotic Phil - I think that you have a lot in common with many people who have religious beliefs. Some may say that God saves us - others believe that our own wits save us. It's entirely up to you which you choose to believe.

You can ask a moderator to move this post to the Spirituality forum.

I don't have the same perspective as you do about whether God saved you, but I fully support your right to have that make sense to you. The main thing I want to say about your post is that I don't think you should feel guilty about acknowledging or not acknowledging anything. If God really did save you, then you're acknowledging it right now and that's what matters.

Hang in there,
LMo

Not to diminish your experience, but you might want to talk with your pdoc about this, being bipolar and all. I have had similar types of thoughts in the past and it usually meant I needed a med change or increase.

Ditto!! I agree with Cheri!

I think Satan isn't through making unsubtle advances. I have to go to the hospital. It's the only safe haven.

I can relate... I wont detail it as I dont want to trigger myself or anyone else, but know that someone understands.... ((((((hugs))))

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You agreeing with me makes me suspicious Cheri. I'm not ill and never have been. I should be regarded as enlightened, not ill. I'm not Schizophrenic or Bipolar or whatever they say. I'm simply chosen by God and Satan and both want my immortal soul. I have to act. You can call me manic or psychotic or whatever you want because I don't buy it. No way. Maybe you are one of them. Maybe I have to be careful where I stand. CoH/CoV is probably evil too. So who cares about Friday. Those kittens are most likely evil too. Is everything evil? Maybe.

I'm not evil, Phil, and I'm sorry if my agreeing with you gave you that impression. It just seemed like you came up with a good plan to protect yourself from Satan, is all.

Hope and pray that you are feeling better Phil. God loves you. Of that there is no doubt. God saved you and the world for His purposes. His voice is the only voice that matters. His love. His grace. His kindness. His patience. His forgiveness. His peace is what we are to seek. Any other messenger besides those sent by God are to be turned over to God.

Whatever is good, whatever is kind, whatever is honourable, let your mind dwell on those things. Only then are you certain you are doing the will of your God. Let not the evil doer have your ear. Let not the evil thoughts block out the word of your God. Meditate on the words of our God and there will be no room for evil thinking to take hold of you or your mind.

God loves you. God saved you. You choose everyday to believe and to walk the way of love, peace and joy. To love others as you are loved. That is all that is asked of any of us. To love ourselves and others as the Creator of Love loves us. With kindness, goodness, patience and honour.

Hang in there Phil. You have the power to choose good over evil. God over Satan. You have the will and the power to listen only to the voice of your God. Do not dispair. Pray and believe and walk in that conviction.

As we agree in prayer for your protection and clarity of mind so shall it be. That is my prayer for you and all of us this day... seek and you shall find, ask and you shall receive, give and you will be blessed.

Take care.....