[scar12346]

*Before I begin I am a Wiccan, I live with my Christian mother and I am in the broom closet*
So I usually cleanse my room from evil once a year and that would be on Samhain since I am most comfortable then. Lately I've been experiencing weird/creepy things. I would wake up in the night and hear laughters and whispers, if there are some loud noises outside there would me screams as well, knocks on the door while no one is home, shadows of people that are not in here and the creepiest thing happened this night. It was about 6 am and I woke up to a laughter. I looked to my wall and a ghost-like head moved to the ceiling and dissapeared along with the laughter. When it was gone I felt something heavy on my back.
I should also say, because I feel it is important, there was a murder before we moved in that happened in my room. The murdered were twins, a boy and a girl, and the murderer was a old grandmother. I have seen her every once in a while, partly because I was high, but sometimes she came while I meditate or am in a state of trance. Could that be her?

[avlady]

i do believe in ghosts myself but i don't want to put ideas in your head. i would freak out if i were you!!! i have seen them before, like my sister who passed away, other people i also knew that passed already too, and there are several of them. i just dream i think.

[scar12346]

Originally Posted by avlady

i do believe in ghosts myself but i don't want to put ideas in your head. i would freak out if i were you!!! i have seen them before, like my sister who passed away, other people i also knew that passed already too, and there are several of them. i just dream i think.

I'm used to it by now xD The problem is that this is getting in the way with my normal life. I can't sleep, I barely stand in the dark any more, I am very paranoid and it is kinda messing with my head.

[Thunder Bow]

I do not know how old you are, but if you are old enough, it is time to get on your broom and fly the coop. Best move out, get away from the chiidii, and also seek some counseling, if you have not already done so.

[alchemy63]

I believe it is possible for the human mind to manufacture evidence for whatever it believes exists, however, be careful what you allow it to manufacture, it may not turn out to be best for your health or actually exist.

I have witnessed what I would call apparitions. I think it's important if you're experiencing that phenonenom, to differentiate what is real from what is perceived to be real. You sound like you're giving the apparition more power than it actually has. It isn't going to come to life and cause you harm physically, but, are you able to find a deeper meaning for why exactly you are seeing this form of apparition? What is it trying to tell you? What can be learned from it? It's important that you guide your energy and thoughts positively, towards a healthy outcome.