[confusedbyself]

I have never done this before but please pray for me because the internal pain is so bad that I don't think I can handle it much longer. I used to be strong and could stand for and pray for others but I am now lost and don't understand anything anymore and I have begged God to help and the answer seems to be no. I tried to accept that for many years or believe that as long as I stayed caring about others, God would take care of me. I know am I being selfish because I have a roof over my head and food which many don't but all I have ever wanted was someone to love me and as I am coming closer to the end of my years I have no family or real friends and the pain of dying without ever being cared for has become more then I can handle anymore. I don't want drama and I sure don't want this to be any type of attention, I just need some help reaching God because everything feels like he has destined me to die in pain and it is more then I can bare. I don't know what I am really asking if God has already said no to this life but now I am worried that I have grown so far away from him that when death comes, he might not even accept me and allow me peace after this life. Please pray please

[Yaowen]

I am so sorry that you are suffering. It is really heartbreaking. I will certainly pray for you. Please pray for me also.

[AllIHaveIsHope]

I pray for all of us but I don't think God is going to change anything for me, I will just perish in pain - never though my life would turn out this bad

((((confusedbyself / Yaowen))))

[Be Still]

I will pray for you certainly. I don’t believe though that God rejects any man especially when we come seeking. Perhaps he has given you an answer but because you are only looking for a specific answer, you cannot see your answered prayer. Maybe your prayer should be something along the lines of “Help me see and understand with your own eyes and understanding”. Because if you could see and understand with his own understanding, you certainly would not be in pain.

In terms of love, it has never escaped you. You were made in Love. It is who you are. When you tap into that and truly understand what I mean by that, you will stop looking for that love externally. When you meet people, you don’t carry that huge expectation for them to love you anymore. You can just enjoy their company and let the relationship/friendship take its course.

Please pray for me too

[88Butterfly88]

I'll pray for you.

[Sara C]

im so sorry, praying for you

[Yaowen]

I am still praying for you. Hope things improve or have improved.

[Rive1976]

Praying for you and I love you. God is never going to leave you. You are his child. Everybody steps away from God for some period of time. Whether we are to busy or just feel we don't need him. When your time comes and I hope that's a long way from now. He will welcome you with open arms and say I love you my child. He does not want you to be afraid.

[Sara C]

thank you rive1976 i personally felt i needed this message from you today because today was my hard day. (cried at work)

[Ready4Peace]

Praying for you.

[Pjbosse]

As hard to accept God will always be for you as he is pure love!
I'm in a big crises now, broke, broken love, alone but I,vasbyou should, have to keep faith!

[Gasplessy]

Praying

[Travelinglady]

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain--and pray that God will help you. Are you able to take pain medication?

[rrrr2]

I'm praying for you. please try to read the book 'You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L. Hay'.. (there is a audio version of this book on youtube, or you may be able to find e-version of this book via your library on hoopla or overdrive apps). It may be hard to believe that a book can change our perspective in a day (especially when we're facing hard times like today), but please have faith in it.