[Aviza]

I had someone pray over me. Some things are changing some aren't. I'm not sure if i should trust the process. I asked my feet be same size, he really tried they aren't.

I asked about my weight. I lost 5 lbs in 3 days! I normally gain or stay the same no matter what i do. I've been semi fasting. Only trying to eat when i feel hungry. Not just to eat. And not finish my plate. This all started after.

I asked about mental health healing. That's what I'm not sure to trust. But for the first time i haven't taken meds in 3 days, because i was fasting. And my depression i was in is gone. I feel more alive connected to Spiritual world without feeling disconnected from earth. I'm taking the meds tonight because i ate dinner and they need food. But i honestly feel great.

Still wish my hair was thicker, my vision was clear. But maybe i need more prayers. I didn't request vision. Just thought of it after the fact.

If the praying is working, then keep doing it. For me, when someone else prays over me while we're together, it seems to work wonders. I wish it would happen for me.