I jus feel I can't do it

I feel I die when all these mix emotions want to take over my life.
Is so hard to keep your feet on earth. We do things that we regreat and the pain will remind us of what we did.

Many times we prefer to be dead,.., just to take the pain away even we know is not the right way to do . Who does not want all the pain to goes away?, is so hard to painful to deal with. How can others do it? why I feel I am not even close? will this continue all my life?

What will really happends if...

I just feel I just......



genn

Pain is a part of life hon. Believe me, God loves you and you ARE a worthy person, and life just isn't worth giving up on! There is a light, and things can only get better when you hit bottom. I have been there, but God has seen me through and always taken care of me. If you don't have a T, get one and pray about getting a good one. I have, and although I don't always agree with them, I get good ones now. My prayers are with you, trust in God and all will get better!

Let us know how you're doing!

Take care and God Bless!

sending hope and prayers Genn, looking for the light works most of the time

((((Genn))))) When the road seems too long and life seems so hard, reach out to a friend, let them take your hand and walk with you.

Friends are blessings from God ensuring that we never have to walk alone.

In my thoughts and in my prayers sweetheart!
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Genn, Gennoah, OWP}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You're in my heart and in my prayers. Hang on. Things will get better, Love.

(((genn)))))))))))))))))))))) Spirit is always with you in heart and soul.
He never leaves your side. please know we at Pc care about you.
sending my prayers and thoughts your way.
remember ((((you matter )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Genn,
Everyone has given you good advice and support...
I add my support and caring, too.

Jme, but most of us have these crappy times and we do get through them.
It's what we have to remember; it does get better. Not all at once, it is not easy, but it does come to us...that feeling of peace and hope.
Sometimes it's not a "great big" better, but it's still less pain.

You are in my thoughts for you to find peace and the power within yourself,

Cap

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Genn}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Sweety, let us hear from you, ok?

((((((genn))))))
I hear you and am listening.
Look up from the down place you are in
Look up and see a Hand reaching
Look up, hear a voice speaking
Look up put your hand out
look up--He will do the pulling

wi

For a while I wondered why we are meant to suffer. This is a primarily Christian perspective, but I feel that this life is the only way we our able to get to heaven. Every day we have is a gift, and we are blessed in ways that we fail to see all the time. I have all of my limbs, I have a roof over my head, and while I am down to my last eleven dollars, there are still people who love me enough to make sure I'm fed.

I loved reading a grief observed by C.S. Lewis. He once described God as a surgeon, which as a nursing student, is something I can understand:

"The more we believe that God hurts only to heal, the less we can believe that there is any use in begging for tenderness. A cruel man might be bribed – might grow tired of his vile sport – might have a temporary fit of mercy, as alcoholics have fits of sobriety. But suppose that what you are up against is a surgeon whose intentions are wholly good. The kinder and more conscientious he is, the more inexorably he will go on cutting. If he yielded to your entreaties, if he stopped before the operation was complete, all the pain up to that point would have been useless."

I feel like this world is preparation for something eternally better. If I can say that I am experiencing loss, it means I was given something to lose in the first place. If I can say I've had a bad day, it means there were some good days around it.

I feel like, the same thing that makes this world such a terrible place (free will), is also what makes it so amazing. Sometimes life is not what you wanted it to be. And it's never what you imagined it could be. But that's the beauty of it. That's what makes the impossible possible. All we can do with it is keep living. Because life stops for nothing. But isn't that the beauty of it? That cancer patients live on, that people rise above abuse and hard circumstances, that we are able to live to try and see a better day... that evidence of the strength of the human spirit is all around us?

If I look back on all the things I viewed as tragedies in the moment, I can almost always find a silver lining. It's a good thing I wasn't elected president of my class and that I didn't get my RA position because, though I didn't know it at the time, I would be struggling with end of life issues with my mother during the time those positions were to be held. And my mother's cancer, while terrible news, has helped me come to Jesus to find security in life that I've never known before. And for her, it has helped her live day by day (look up the song "Live Like You Were Dying" by Tim McGraw). We just have to trust that there is a reason and a purpose - even if we never find out what it really is.

Forgiveness and trust is at the root of all healing.