[pleasehelpme12]

the last few weeks have been hard to swallow and left a bad taste in my mouth. When i get lonely i turn to my subconcious and that only makes them stronger. the more i talk to them more my self esteem decreases. And all your teachers and principals talk to about eating disorders and self harm but what they never talk to you about is self esteem which is what everything roots out of and i know you all think im just a kid and i dont know but how would adults know what im thinking or what any kids thinking THEY DONT thats why i get so pissed when i get those talks from adults. sorry off topic. anyway im starting to feel comforted by them and there not asscary anymore i just dont know what to do im afraid if i tell theyll leave and ill be all alone again i cant be alone again

[Tsunamisurfer]

pleasehelpme12, I'm glad you are getting some comfort out of it.
It is probably more difficult for adults to relate to you because they have forgotten a lot of what it felt like when they were your age. But I think it is bigger than that - it is difficult for anyone to relate to us because they have never lived in our skins. You are unique, and that will always present something of a communication and empathy challenge for people to at least understand you as much as possible.

Originally Posted by pleasehelpme12

the last few weeks have been hard to swallow and left a bad taste in my mouth. When i get lonely i turn to my subconcious and that only makes them stronger. the more i talk to them more my self esteem decreases. And all your teachers and principals talk to about eating disorders and self harm but what they never talk to you about is self esteem which is what everything roots out of and i know you all think im just a kid and i dont know but how would adults know what im thinking or what any kids thinking THEY DONT thats why i get so pissed when i get those talks from adults. sorry off topic. anyway im starting to feel comforted by them and there not asscary anymore i just dont know what to do im afraid if i tell theyll leave and ill be all alone again i cant be alone again