[teresapooh98]

Hi. Sorry I haven't posted much but sometimes I just get the feeling that nobody cares especially in chat because no one asks me how I feel or if I tell them they like dismiss it and so I hardly go into chat anymore. Anyways I'm not sure if I'm going into hypomania or not or is it that I'm just really cleaning because my parents are coming home from Florida and me being home alone for 2 weeks I don't know. It's like I want everything perfect and trying to remember everything that I need to do. I've had 1 or 2 panic attacks a day they happen at any time without any warning and the triggers can be anything.

[hanners]

Originally Posted by teresapooh98

Hi. Sorry I haven't posted much but sometimes I just get the feeling that nobody cares especially in chat because no one asks me how I feel or if I tell them they like dismiss it and so I hardly go into chat anymore. Anyways I'm not sure if I'm going into hypomania or not or is it that I'm just really cleaning because my parents are coming home from Florida and me being home alone for 2 weeks I don't know. It's like I want everything perfect and trying to remember everything that I need to do. I've had 1 or 2 panic attacks a day they happen at any time without any warning and the triggers can be anything.

Is there anything else going on besides cleaning? If it's just that, then you're probably safe. If you're having other hypomanic symptoms (really high mood, high energy despite low sleep, excessive spending, for example) then you might wanna talk to your pdoc.

[teresapooh98]

Originally Posted by hanners

Is there anything else going on besides cleaning? If it's just that, then you're probably safe. If you're having other hypomanic symptoms (really high mood, high energy despite low sleep, excessive spending, for example) then you might wanna talk to your pdoc.

I guess I didn't say it all. I feel like getting into my car and going somewhere, I have lots of energy and feel that i can't sleep because of being so hyper, my mind is constantly going a mile a minute, and I feel like I can't stay stay in one place. Can't think right now going to try and get ready for bed since it is now 11pm eastern time. Hope this will pass soon.

[hanners]

Originally Posted by teresapooh98

I guess I didn't say it all. I feel like getting into my car and going somewhere, I have lots of energy and feel that i can't sleep because of being so hyper, my mind is constantly going a mile a minute, and I feel like I can't stay stay in one place. Can't think right now going to try and get ready for bed since it is now 11pm eastern time. Hope this will pass soon.

Ok, yeah. Definitely sounds like hypomania, then.

[teresapooh98]

I am manic. Didn't sleep at all last night. Might of gotten a half an hour earlier this morning.I talked to my pdoc today and she told me to stop my antidepressent that I only take 2x a week anyway. The reason for that is that when I take antidepressents that most of the time they eventually make me manic.

[teresapooh98]

I did sleep about 5hrs last night but it was broken up. Been doing a lot today I cleaned out my car and doing other things around the house. I've kind of lost my appetite. I'm eating but things don't look good or taste tht great but I got to eat or I get a headache. this mania sucks.

[RunningEagleRuns]

Good luck. I've been there with not being able to sleep, once. It sucked. =]

[teresapooh98]

thanks. Sunday night I slept about 3 hours I thought i was supposed to sleep longer and not go backwards. oh well we shall see how tonight goes. I'm hoping to get some sleep. My appetite is back so that's good. I will have to contact my dr. on wednesday if I don't sleep any better the next two nights.