[Basshead]

I haven't been on here since my last post back at the end of August. My doc changed my meds and put me on Propranolol and Topiramate for my dissociative disorders and risperdol for voices. Luckily I haven't had a dissociative episode recently, but voices and depression are another story. My voices are getting more and more prominent. At times it seems like they take over my body. My moods have been like a roller coaster and seem to get worse at night. I often find myself at night just crying myself to sleep. My hallucinations have been getting more often too. What got me to seeing a pdoc a t back in 2004 was I was seeing a dog and a rabbit. They told me bad things about myself and told me I wasn't worth being here and such. Now they are starting to come back. Recently I've been seeing a round blue light out of the corner of my eye. No idea what that is about either. I'm not sure if that's part of this, or if its part my eye sight problems. I figured I'd talk to my pdoc and t about it on Tuesday first before I disclose too much about my other problems to my eye doc.
I have recently found another website that has a support group for people with depression and other disorders that I am a part of. Anyways.....I just wanted to share what I've been up to recently and all.