A few days ago I had a paranoid thoughts where I truly believe a lot of people hated me and didn't care for me anymore; this seems to happen a lot. I posted a thread about my episode a few days ago and they told me I might have schizo-affective disorder along with being bi-polar. There's many times where I feel completely fine and than I'll be completely sad. My moods change pretty quickly on days where I'm stressed out and upset. These paranoid thoughts seem to happen pretty often and I can't help myself but cry. Anytime I get paranoid I immediately want to die but I never acted on it thankfully. I looked up this up on the web and I believe this is very true. My younger brother has schizophrenia and now that I noticed I may have similar things I feel horrible. Haven't talked with anyone about this yet but I plan on talking to my psychiatrist about it when I see him on Monday. I feel pretty out of it right now, like I'm in shock about the whole thing and I'm not sure on how to act now. These last few days has been really stressful on me. Please share you're thoughts on this please, I feel pretty lost and confused right now.

[Piraeus]

Hi BlueWeepingRose It's nice to meet you. I have Paranoid Schizophrenia, so I understand what you are going through. It's great that you are seeing a doctor soon.
I would make a list of questions to ask the pdoc. I hope you find the answers to what you are going through. It's definitely hard to cope with.

Sincerely,

Piraeus

[worthit]

Whatever diagnosis you have it can be very difficult to live with. But we are all learning to live with our illnesses. Having hallucinations, hearing voices or being paranoid is all part of being ill. You have to slowly recognize your illness as part of you and not as something horrible or terrible or embarrassing. Hopefully you'll learn to live with your illness as I have and accept it that it's part of who you are,besides being either female or male, mother or sister et cetera.

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