so, i just got confirmation on everything i had known to be true. and now, the whirlwind is coming. they hhhhaaaate it when you find out the truth. they will do anything to erase what they did. and i am convinced that my neighbor is spying on me. hahaha. i see all the signs, people. one step ahead of you. anyway. every halloween things become clearer. why. shew shew go away free masons. HAAAHAHA. ohhh, i am absolutely loving my life right now. i have grown to understand and love myself. and with age does come beauty.