[rgoldst2]

I have been spending all of my energy on fighting one thing and one thing only. Going back to the hospital. I have schizoaffective-disorder, depressive type as one of my diagnosis, and I have been struggling immensely with it. I have been seeing and hearing hallucinations that scare me some times and tell me to hurt me. sometimes I do. I will cut myself or overdose on medication to appease them. I often feel like crying and cant express why. my life is complicated right now but I have a boyfriend who loves me to death. there's no doubt about that, so I shouldn't feel this badly right? my therapist whom I saw today wants my to think about what I specifically need, and my case worker wants me to think about going into the hospital. I see my psychiatrist Thursday and he may bring up the subject if I am truthful about how I feel and what I am doing to myself. so let me put to you, would you gou to the hospital?

[Victoria'smom]

Yes I would.

[dillpickle1983]

I would go to the hospital if I was you.

[Secretum]

I'd go in if it was that bad. You deserve to feel better!

[jaynedough]

I agree with everyone else. Secretum is right: You deserve to feel better. Hopefully you can get to the point where all the energy you're spending on staying out of the hospital can be put to a happier use.

Take care.