[passionfruit3]

I think i have a problem. So i feel like i said this already but whatever. Anyway ive been looking and hearing people say and then itll pop up on a book or something and its really weird.started a few days ago.i was talking to a suicidal kid and im almost certain i was to late to save him.and so then i. Started looking on a different site and in my head i thought gone with the wind and the site said gone with the wind and then i thought of the word love and i turned the page and it said love.and so now its been happening on and off and i dont know what it is and i don't know if i should tell my psychiatrist cause shed just up my meds and i feel like there was a lady at a nami group who said she had her dead dog whod sit at the edge of her bed and she liked it but she told her psychiatrist and they uped her meds and the dog went away.i feel fine this way i dont want to be thought of as crazy. I felt bad for the lady.

[neodoering]

I have had symptoms like what you describe; people say something, then I will see it in a book or the newspaper or on the web, and then a homeless person will say it again a few days later. This happens several times a day for me; it's a minor nuisance among the ongoing storm of symptoms, but it feeds my paranoia. That is, I think all these people and books were made just to drive me mad and keep me insane. The people are trying to keep me from getting a good job or a better life. I know that hundreds or thousands or even millions of people are in on it, and they are going to waste the rest of my life this way.

[Bbop]

I feel the same way. Neodoering, you do a great job of explaining these thoughts! I thought I was the only one who thought all these people were after me and out to get me. From the cars on the streets to the stars in the sky..... Always watching! The good thing now is that I can most of the time identify these thoughts as my altered reality.