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Default Jun 22, 2020 at 02:12 PM
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I'm having ups and downs again today. And I've been stressed, so my voices are driving me crazy. I spent some time working on art and music, which really helped a lot. I might listen to some positive self-talk for a while and try to relax. Hope all of you are well!

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Default Jun 23, 2020 at 05:07 AM
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I went to the doc yesterday and got refills. I am doing fine. He said I am doing great and don't have to see him next month but in two months. I am absolutely fabulous!! I feel great! I had to wake up at 4:45 am to teach my morning shift. I have a night shift now. I want to take on more classes but have not heard anything yet for substituting for other teachers. We are not going to show up in person yet because the number of infections and deaths have risen here. I am not complaining and am happy to stay at home. And, no student has complained about me for awhile!! I feel awesome! I woke up and took my medication. I took a nap after my morning shift then woke up to do my prep work. I am just waiting for a class to start now, Life is not bad!. I should exercise more but it is humid here. I will go out in two days though. I have to pay some bills. I am hoping you all do well too! If not, hopefully you will hang in there.
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Default Jun 24, 2020 at 03:46 AM
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I feel great today also! I got another new student for next month but am hoping to receive more students. I like teaching. It is fun. I don't earn much, but am getting by.


It is hot and humid here!! Awful!! I did not go out today either.

Tomorrow, I will go out. I will dress nicely and wear a mask.


I am happy!
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Default Jun 24, 2020 at 12:05 PM
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I'm not exactly doing the best I can.
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I'm not exactly doing the best I can.
@Breaking Dawn, I hope you feel better soon.

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Default Jun 24, 2020 at 02:09 PM
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I'm not doing that well today. Seems like several people are having a hard time. Not sure if it's the way Jupiter is lined up with Mars or something. But I hope everyone gets to feeling better.

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Default Jun 24, 2020 at 03:56 PM
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I got early birthday flowers from a coworker today. They smell scrumptious plus I love pink! They make me happy!
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Default Jun 24, 2020 at 03:57 PM
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I'm doing okay I guess. Not too many hallucinations. I had the last ones a day or two ago. Some on Saturday as well. Still having some delusions I guess. But today I feel pretty okay.

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Default Jun 26, 2020 at 02:18 AM
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I'm doing well. I took my medication this morning. I taught some classes afterwards. Then, I went out to pay my bills. I feel fine!! I slept after I came back and feel relaxed. I will teach again tonight. Life is continuing to hum along. I am receiving more students while some are leaving. I have a decent schedule. I want to earn more money though and signed up to substitute for other teachers but have not heard anything yet. I will be ok. I work daily for a few hours. I have good students too! I am happy but the weather is really hot. It is almost 90 degrees here with severe humidity. It feels like 100 degrees! I will stay inside for the rest of the day. I am happy. I have a place to stay, food to eat, and clothes to wear. I am stable because I take my medication. I take a shower nightly. I wear my makeup daily also. I feel awesome and am rather grateful about my situation. I wish I could meet people but have not due to the pandemic. I don't want to take any risks! I just stay in my apartment and go out if it is absolutely necessary. I like my life and don't want anything bad to happen.
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I have a lot to deal with everyday, like most people here, but I am feeling stronger than before, & I feel hopeful. Also, my sad feeling went away, maybe because I got some needed sleep. I hope you all are having a better day, too!
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Default Jun 26, 2020 at 09:12 PM
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I am doing okay. I just need to do homework more often, but my stuff gets in the way sometimes. By stuff, I mean mental illness.

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I'm doing well. The day started off rough but I adjusted my attitude and mood. I also took a 4 hour nap.

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I was really tired yesterday. I slept between my classes, then slept after my last class until this morning. I woke up to do some prep work. Then, I took a shower and put on my makeup. I have a student this afternoon. I am doing fine. I have a new student this week. It should be ok. I sometimes become anxious about new students but I will do my best again. I will go shopping for food this afternoon after teaching. Then, I will return to clean my apartment. I have to do my laundry too. I thought about working for a few hours on Sundays too but decided not to do so because I need my rest. I am barely getting by with what I have and don't need to stress myself out with more work. I like teaching though. It is not bad work! I want to find the time to write my own articles and text. I made one handout in 15 minutes but realize some of these articles will take more time. I will do this when I feel like it. My mother is worried about my health and wants me to take it easy for at least one day out of the week. I think she wants the best for me. I am happy about this! I listen to her talk and realize she is lonely and needs someone to listen to her problems. I listen and am happy to have her listen to me sometimes. So, in a nutshell, life is good!
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I'm doing better this morning. Yesterday was hard.

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I am doing okay today. I think I figured out the meds finally. I think I need to worry more about things I can do to improve my mood instead of looking at it as a purely medical problem. Meaning a purely biological problem. Of course, there's some biology involved, but I also need to address this stuff from other perspectives.

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Default Jul 01, 2020 at 03:53 AM
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I'm in a bad mood today. I've just been discouraged so much lately. It's hard to shift out of that.

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First, I need to have a cup of coffee. Then I need to try again to tackle a problem I've been having trouble with.
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I'm doing well. My new student liked me. I feel great! I have two new students next week. I'm getting more students! I should be able to reach 20 hours soon. But, it is not really a goal but a barometer for me. I think 20 hours a week is about the most I can do given the fact I have to do prep work for all my classes. But, if they give me more students I will try to manage. I feel wonderful. I have been staying inside because of the rise in the number of infected cases. I am getting worried about catching it from joggers or bicyclists who pass in front of me. They don't wear masks! So, I am trying to stay safe. Luckily, we don't have to teach in person yet. I think this is going to be problematic once I have to teach in person. I will continue wearing a mask outside. I know some people are gathering in public places, but I don't feel courageous about doing such a thing.


I'm trying to feel good about myself. I take my medication each morning and take a shower a night. I also put on my makeup and wear nice clothes. Exercising is a problem since I don't go outside that much. But, I will go out this weekend to buy food. I'm trying to keep my spirits up while isolating myself. I am doing ok so far.


I will continue to do my best! I feel good so far. Life is lonely but talking to my students help. I feel in touch with reality because I teach.


So far, I'm really happy!
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I feel bad at the moment. I tried reaching out to some old friends. The response was poor. I feel rejected. I wish I didn't take things so personally. I wish I was happier.

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