[Boar]

Well I’m struggling with the voices and visions. I find it hard to focus.

Possible trigger:

I went for a walk and a man was following me with a gun and the voices kept telling me to run he was going to kill me it was very scary.

Sometimes it’s hard to tell what’s real and what’s not. Anyone else have that problem.

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, Boar. I don't presently have visions, but I have voices & relate with everything you said, plus other things. I've had to adjust to a lot. I hope for you & I wish you all the best! Lots of hugs to you!

[Boar]

Thanks for the hugs. I’m trying to adjust again.

[Boar]

I’m still having a hard time with the voices and visions. The new meds are working a little but not enough. The antidepressant is working though. I feel like a freak and I feel alone.

[Breaking Dawn]

I understand. It can be really hard sometimes. I wish you all the best. Lots of hugs!

[Under*Over]

Demon stuff is back. Dreams, voices, visions, sleep paralysis.

Last night was night 2 of it. Demon dreams. Dreams about hell where its like theres this- bringer of truth- being jn my dreams telling me something that is VERY IMPORTANT. Usually also horrible, the night before last it was- throwback from a while ago for me- that “everyone goes to hell”. Like its a fundamental truth.

Last night it was more mocking. “Did you find it? Did you find it?” And then laughter. Very clear auditory hallucinations. I had to turn on all the lights, eat some food, make sure I was REAL, in my body, before I could get calm again.

I wish I wasnt having episodes like this. The demon stuff is new in the last year and its really creepy.

[Boar]

It sounds really scary. I hope you stop having these episodes soon. Are you taking any meds?
I haven’t had voices or visions for a while then 3 months ago they started again. I‘m waiting to see if the new meds are going to work better. Sometimes I can’t tell what’s real and what’s not. Anyway I hope things get better for you.

[Boar]

I went for another walk today and this man was following me and he had a gun so I ran and he ran after me and the voices kept telling me he is going to kill you. I hid behind some bushes and they ran by. But I couldn’t tell if he was real or not. It’s really scary living like this.

[Breaking Dawn]

I hope all of you are ok.

[akarro123]

Hi, all. I'm Anna. I am on here, trying to make a friend or two. Would like to, at some point, meet for coffee. Wanting a normal, in-person friend.

I have schizotypal tendencies, Bipolar, and ADD. (I feel like I'm watching a comedy, lolol.) I do not hear voices, but I have hallucinated.

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, akarro. I thought you'd like to know that we have "The Coffeehouse" in the General Social Chat forum.

[akarro123]

Hi, guys. I am wanting a friend. I see no one has posted in months, so we'll see how quickly I get a response.

Thanks for reading.

[akarro123]

Is this the "coffeehouse" forum? I searched "coffeehouse," and this came up.

[Victoria'smom]

This isn't the "coffee house". This board is generally slow but I check regularly.

[WastingAsparagus]

I am doing well today. Happy, honestly.

[bpforever1]

I am doing ok. My shrink told me to break off my online romance saying he might be a scammer. He may have a point. I am not getting anything out of it. So, I may cut it off. I will be fine.

[Blue_Bird]

Doing well, really tired though lately. Couple more weeks till I hear back about something regarding college. Wishing I could fast forward time till next week, I'm really looking forward to Thanksgiving.

[WastingAsparagus]

Pretty bad today, just wondering what I should do with all of my free time right now--just thinking I need more activities but then I second-guess myself. I wish I could fast-forward to next year but that scares me as well.

[bpforever1]

I am doing well despite a slight cold. My french man and I are still doing ok. I'm trying to lose weight. I had a slightly elevated blood pressure and realized my weight could have something to do with it. I'm losing weight because of this and it is working. My blood pressure is going down. I am happy. I am eating less and moving more. I feel good about myself. I want to lose about 20 pounds from my initial weight. I am almost there. It is hard work but I don't want to live to eat anymore. I want to eat to live. I look better, I believe. I feel more energetic too. Life is not bad.

[bpforever1]

Happy Thanksgiving!!