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Default Apr 23, 2021 at 05:37 AM
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I didn't sleep well last night. My stomach is upset. I really need to try and get some rest. But I can't sleep until I've taken the trash out. I'm waiting for sunrise so I can go. Then I will be done with my chores for the day. I hope I sleep late.

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Default Apr 23, 2021 at 01:28 PM
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Doing pretty well today. I scheduled some hours for work. We'll see how that goes.

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Default Apr 23, 2021 at 02:34 PM
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I'm doing okay. Not too busy at work today so I'm kind of bored but that's alright. I'm here if someone needs me.

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Default Apr 24, 2021 at 04:13 PM
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I feel very tired. I've had a busy day. I'm waiting on groceries at the moment. Then I will go to bed. I need sleep.

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Default Apr 24, 2021 at 05:47 PM
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I spent the day mostly talking with my voices. I was depressed & apprehensive part of the time, but overall it was better today. Although, I didn't fulfill the goals that I wanted to. We watched some tv, including half of a soccor game, San Jose vs. Dallas. Also enjoyed some music.

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I feel tired, sad, lonely and unmotivated. I have to get dressed today for an appointment tomorrow. I am scared to get dressed. I'm afraid it will be difficult and cause a lot of pain. I can't cope with it today.

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Things turned bad.

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Oh no! I'm so sorry. How are things today? I hope you are doing better. I'm sending positive vibes your way.

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I'm having a difficult time. I have my appointment today. I am so stressed out that my repetitive, non-sensical voice is back. It's going on and on about stuff I don't understand. Normally, when I'm upset, it hums. Today it is loud. I'll be thankful once my appointment is over. I may start rescheduling other appointments. I can't keep going through this.

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I'm having a difficult time. I have my appointment today. I am so stressed out that my repetitive, non-sensical voice is back. It's going on and on about stuff I don't understand. Normally, when I'm upset, it hums. Today it is loud. I'll be thankful once my appointment is over. I may start rescheduling other appointments. I can't keep going through this.
Dear Deilla, I'm so sorry your voice is back. I hope your therapist can help you with that & everything else. I'm doing ok at the moment. Thank you so much for being such a good friend. God bless you, dear friend!!

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Default Apr 29, 2021 at 04:36 PM
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I'm doing okay. I'm getting a case manager/care coordinator for a few months. It sounds like. That was helpful last year when I had one. Hopefully this time will be helpful too.

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Default Apr 29, 2021 at 04:44 PM
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I talked to my med provider today. We have to change meds. The Luvox is causing bad bruising. So we'll try Cymbalta. She's also putting me back on Klonopin for anxiety. I hope that helps calm me and helps me get out of the house more. When my stress and anxiety are low, I don't hear my non-sensical voice. So I feel good about these changes. Cymbalta works on anxiety too.

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I talked to my med provider today. We have to change meds. The Luvox is causing bad bruising. So we'll try Cymbalta. She's also putting me back on Klonopin for anxiety. I hope that helps calm me and helps me get out of the house more. When my stress and anxiety are low, I don't hear my non-sensical voice. So I feel good about these changes. Cymbalta works on anxiety too.
I take Cymbalta. I like it.

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Default Apr 30, 2021 at 11:48 AM
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I have some problems, but ok.

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Default Apr 30, 2021 at 02:03 PM
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Going to get a case manager/care coordinator soon. It's short term like 2 to 6 months. I had one last year and it was helpful. I hope this one will be helpful too.

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Default Apr 30, 2021 at 02:18 PM
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I received some bad news about my sister J. She has stage 4 ovarian cancer. She goes next week to see what they can do about it. My mom said she has a few years to live. That's what they are saying now. I'm glad it's more than a few months.

I feel numb today. I think I am in shock.

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HUGS @Deilla, I'm so sorry to hear about your sister.

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I am new here and now diagnosed with Schizoaffective Bipolar Type as well as Bipolar Disorder. I am struggling to make it in my new job at a gas station after losing my last job selling car parts. I have lost a lot of capability in the last few years as my illnesses get worse but I put my struggles with Schizoaffective and Bipolar before anything else so I do not even worry about my job that much. That is all I can handle to say right now, I have been struggling with delusions for a year and auditory hallucinations for months now straight with no end in sight.
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Hi, @dberte79! Welcome, welcome, welcome! I'm glad you joined us.

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