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Default Jun 27, 2021 at 03:54 AM
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I'm having a difficult morning. Usually, my mornings are pretty good. I'm trying to stay busy. I have things I have to do. I want to relax though. I'm just not sure how I will relax. Maybe I just need to go back to bed.

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Default Jun 29, 2021 at 09:09 AM
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@Deilla I hope it drifted to a really good day later on.

I have this question in my mind --- was I in the states of mania and depression, in each one, for years? I read books and they said that it lasts days and months. Sometimes to me it lasted years. It's probably just my perception of time. You never know though. I'm just basically wondering if years of it can happen at a time. It may be seemingly juvenile to question.
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Default Jun 30, 2021 at 02:40 PM
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@Brego I think my depressive states have lasted years. Multiple years.

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Default Jul 01, 2021 at 12:55 AM
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I am tired tonight. I have been cleaning my bedroom. It is all done but the new sheets on the bed. I will have to wait until the morning. I have no more energy. I don't want to sleep just yet. Maybe I will relax for a while. I feel like I'm doing better. Cleaning helps calm me.

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Default Jul 04, 2021 at 07:29 PM
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We lost our cat! Oh no! He is a precious part of the family. Please pray that we find him soon.
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Default Jul 04, 2021 at 08:59 PM
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My psychiatrist says he thinks I was in untreated mania for years marked by a few depressive dips but yeah mostly manic for 10 years or so.

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@Brego, I'm sending good thoughts your way. I'll pray that you find your cat soon. I know how important they are to the family.

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I'm doing well. I've lost 20 pounds recently. It's allowed me to start walking on my own around my apartment. I'm cleaning and cleaning. Soon I will hire professionals to do the deep clean. My place is organized so now they have room.

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Doing okay right now. Much better than this time last week.

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I'm struggling today. My therapist recommended I call the crisis line. That's the last thing I would do. All they do is send the police over. I don't need that. I'm just really really depressed.

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I hope you feel better soon, @Deilla.

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I feel better today. Thanks! I got plenty of sleep last night. I think that helped. And time heals all wounds.

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I bought myself the Ring of Sauron (like from Lord of the Rings) to seal it down that is what I compare it to. And I think I feel therapeutic things in this already.
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I'm tired. ....

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I went through a sugar fixation (for years hehe). I think it is getting over. My Mom needs to stop getting me sugary drinks. It would help so much.
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I had a GP appointment. She asked about other appointments I need to make. So I made them today. I'll be all caught up in September.

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Default Jul 15, 2021 at 05:36 AM
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I haven't been doing my best, sleepwise, nutritionwise, thoughtwise, so my energy is really low. The voices have been different lately. Sometimes they say kinder things & they seem more intelligent, but then other times they are back to being mean & abusive. I'm tired & feeling frail & weak, but I've been pushing myself anyway & I'm making some progress, like fulfilling small goals.

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Default Jul 15, 2021 at 10:25 AM
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I'm trying to be more positive. I will try to find something to do today. My morning was busy. I finished one project. I'll try to think of other projects to work on and maybe I will play a game.

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